THE SOUL OF HAPPINESS

{That I can}

I constantly fear the unknown,
Afraid of the day when I will be awake,
But the world around me would be dark and unclear...

Oceans water is azure and even darker,
The Wide blue sky has an endless story to tell...

The wind that carries whispers of millions says me stories I never undertand...

It makes me smile,
Silenty when I give myself to the wind,
It carries me in the most delicate way...

My lips twists to make expression called as smile, And my soul with happiness...

When the stars twinkle,
I, for the millionth time in that narrow second wish
You would watch the same one,
And wish the same thing!

Family of those countless and beautiful birds makes my heart fly with them...

I fear I will fall
The peak always scares me
So does heights!

Fearful heart of mine may never reach the top...

But I dream
And dreaming is even more terrible,
Because when your dream comes true,
It's an unmistakable reality!

I fear I may loose all the knots that tight my fragile body....

I may surrender to the deepness
To the hollow....

Hold me tight,
Firm and strong,
Give me hope,
Close the proximity and tell me
That I can...

Deadly soul of mine is a walking human with the expectations of tommorrow makes me lift the mountains I carry,

Wish and let the worries drive with the darkness before dawn
Is what I pray for...

Galaxies has it's own adoration so does the universe...

You are mere human
But my desire!
Yet darkness pulls me down beneath the land...

Deepness always has a hole,
And I know I can't escape...

For the sake of heaven,
do tell me
I'm wide awake
And you can't see...

Because you are tiny part of the damaged page,
Torn,
Ripped,
Teared but is still
All I would want to hold....

Hatred towards my ownself increases
Due to its call for you,
Since then, I slipped once and forever...

To the imagination and unknown surounded me
If you ever be the owner of my heart tell me all It wants,
Happiness,
Life,
Respect
And trust
That you will hold my hand when your feet takes the first step
To
JANNAH....

.............
-The soul of happiness♡

This part is dedicated to you my sweet littleRisingFalcon
Thank you for everything beloved 😄