Extinguish The Fire

Why I'm Gone part 1

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Ok so this is going to get really depressing then really kinda happy then extremely depressing so....

They always ask me if I'm "ok" i reply with a "im fine" but on the inside my heart is dieing and I can't take it anymore "I just want it all to end"
But if you end it there's no going back what about all the people who did care...and "he" is gone to so I have no one to guide me...no one to look up to.

Kailor's POV

"Kailor! Wake up!" Said my little sister Elle as she was springing on me while I was trying to guard my face underneath the covers. "We have Training!" Great training again. Another thing I don't understand why they force us into jobs and stuff that we don't want to do, but they get to do any thing they want. I don't want to be an elemental master. Especially with "him" gone now. We dont really ever talk about him no one has ever told me his name what he looks like or anything about him. I  just know he's a big part of my life and why I have the element I do but I don't want this element I want to be who I want to be not what destiny or some shit wants it's not fair.

I pushed elle not saying anything realizing I didn't have a shirt or pants on. I ran into my closet closing the door as quick as I could so elle didn't see me. Honestly that would be just weird my little sister seeing me basically naked...ANYWAYS I grabbed my gi, and came out and went to the bathroom thinking "everything was right in the world" heh well boy was i wrong. My step dad Jace came up to the hallway as I walked out. Heh o great what a fuckin fabulous morning this is going to be. He came up to me and my sister then started hurassing me about my hair and the color and saying it's to long and i need to work out more cause i was gonna be the man of the house. Then he drew the line. My mom walked up behind him telling her everything that's was wrong with me and what I needed to do to fix it. Then he pushed me a little on the shoulder.

I had a confused look on my face then I could feel the fire burning in my heart wanting me to do anything to get back at him for everything be has ever done. So I bitch slapped him...which was a mistake."KAILOR!" He pushed me on the ground the sat on me and started to slap me. Yeah yeah ik it sounds like in over reacting but honestly step dad's are douche bags.

I tried pushing him off but, he's one of those kinds of people who like to go out and party and drink like 89 beers so in other words he has a huge ass beer belly. Like the fuck mom really you can do better than this ugly fat ass. As me and him were on the ground fighting, MY MOM YA KNOW THE ONE PERSON WHO IS SUPPOSED TO PROTECT ME!!! IS JUST STANDING THERE. While my sister is getting ready.         -.-

2 Hours Later

We were finally done and at the monistary. I had to put on an act for my mom to make it look like I was happy doing this. Ya I was top of the class but no one liked me they all would try to find anything they can to make me mad or depressed.

"Hey Kailor over here!" Said a boy standing up against a wall. He looked kind of mad in a way. The boy had Black log wavy hair with pink and blue tips and he had dark blue eyes almost looks as if they were black. My mom looked at me with an expression like "run along child go play with your friend so I can leave this shit shack" I then walked over toward the boy and saw that my mom had left. I didn't want to go over there so sence she was gone I booked it and ran to the training corse. Every kid that was there chased me to the room. I tried hiding but later finding that the boy from earlier found me. He picked me up by the hood of my gi choking me.
"You really think you can hide from us, you may me the top of our class but your nothing just a cheating lieing bastard" He the threw me across the training corse letting me hit the wall with full force then blood coughing up out of my mouth. I fell to the ground un able to breath.

Everything started to hurt when i realized I had hit my wrist to hard on the wall twisting it. I ran outside toward the back of the monistary and sat at the edge and looked down. Wondering what it would be like if I jumped instead of dealing with this everyday. I had got a little closer siting on the very edge of the small perch on the side of the mountain.

Then I felt something under me break and next thing I knew I was falling.

Then i felt someone grab my hand. "Kailor you are not leaving me!" I looked up and saw it was a beautiful girl with blonde hair and green eyes like emeralds. She was the one thing that had always kept me going. God this shit is getting really sappy by the second. She pulled me up."What the hell is wrong with you!! I could have lost you..." I at her then looked to the ground. "I didn't mean to its just every
Single day I have to deal with this I just don't know what to do any more." She step back with anger not realizing she was on the edge then was soon falling.

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