It's only getting worse. It's not going away. It's not getting better. It's only getting worse, much worse. And of all people, why me? Why of all the seven billion people on earth, why was I the one who has depression? I don't need it, I sure as fuck don't want it, but of all people why me? My life now is a nightmare, I don't want to leave my house, I don't want to go outisde. The world now is a cold and cruel place that I can't bare. I never use to be like this though. I used to be happy and have a life, I used to love everyone and everything. But suddenly one day, the world en-closed around me, and I was trapped in an invisible box that I can't escape, no matter what I do. I didn't want to live life, knowing that everyday would be just as painful as the next. I was about to leave this world forever, that was before I met someone. That was before I met one person that would change my life forever. That was before I met Anthony Padilla.
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I Swear I'm not Crazy (Ianthony)
FanfictionDescription: Ian has severe depression, and has been in Sacramento Mental Instutution for 2 years now. When he meets Anthony, a volunteer there, will a friendship form? Or even more? Rating: M (Drug use, Language. Violence) Pairing: Ianthony
