Weak (Rick and Morty fanfiction)

Harmless.

Harmless.
"Shut the fuck up Rick" I stated as I ran through the hallways of my own school, of course rick HAD to be here to fuck up everything for me. Then it hit me, why do I care about him? Why do I support him? It's not like he actually gives a crap about me anyways. I knew I wanted to tear up, even if it meant that everyone was watching. I didn't care. No one did. "Wait, Morty come back!" I heard Rick say but I avoided it. Obviously. I decided that today I'd stop.
I wanted to just get away. All I did was run and run until I got home. Which would no longer be my home. I didn't want to come back. I see that Rick's portal gun was in the garage. I quickly swept it up and as I gathered all my belongings, now I'd be fine on my own. I've learned that I'm a rickless bastard now. Without Rick. Its just Morty, no more Rick and Morty, fuck that shit. "One hit, bad for me" it's all I thought. Once I grabbed the portal gun, I saw Rick in the corner of my eye and I was about to cry but I wouldn't let myself cry. I was weak. And that's fine. I'd be fine.
After I go through the usual green portal I see that I've gone into a world where everything's the same, but I know there HAS to be something different and hell, if Rick's dead in this universe that's fine with me. After walking around here a bit, I spot a Morty, me. He was walking around cluelessly around the block, I wonder why. I couldn't do anything but to feel bad. I didn't want to fuck up this universe just like Rick just to fuck up everything else.

I couldn't
I won't
I couldn't help but wonder, why
Why
What was I doing?
I couldn't do this. No, I must. I can't stop
I learned one thing and one thing only
Ricks don't care about Mortys.
Its all a Rick ever does, destroy and not care is there no sympathy in Rick?
Does he even care?

OKAY. CHAPTER ONE COMPLETED. So, what do you think, yeah probably sucks but hey, I tried anyways I hope you liked it or whatever! :) I'll update soon!
4.30.17 - Val/Stan