- [x] When you fall in love for the first time its very hard to understand what you feel. Your very first heartbreak is even worse. Its like a consuming pain that sits in your chest for a very long time. I had to remember that my brain and heart are linked. They say "time" heals everything but I honestly think it's the memories that begin to fade away and reality sets in. I also think the worst pain comes from the memories. Keeping yourself mentally busy helps a little. It gets easier to get through the day after awhile. I've been pretending alot to hide what I really feel. Im almost a pro a playing my new role. I only start hurting when I think about it while im alone.
