Loving the Lost

I Needa Think

8:56 a.m Tuesday February 15,2014

Daniel's POV

I Really Feel For Taylor And Jordan. They Lost Their Baby. Taylor Really Hasn't Said Too Much Since Last Night. Really No One Has. Momma Is Still Pretty Upset About Taylor Not Telling Her About Her Pregnancy. I Haven't Her This Upset Since Our Dad Cheated On Her. I Just Really Wish Things Could Go Back To The Way It Was Before All Of This Shit Happened. Before My Dad Left, Before Tay Got Pregnant, Before I Went To College!!! I Feel Like Since I Left Mom Has Had To Get A Part Time Job. She's Missing Out Of Taylor's Teenage Years. Then When There Gone She Gonna Wish She Paid More Attention. She's Probably The Reason She Got Pregnant In The First Place. I Know That's Why Her And Jordan Started Going Out. She Forgot To Pick Her Up From School And Jordan Brought Her Home.

I Start To Walk Down To The Cafeteria And Get A Red Jello. I Pay For It And Sit At An Empty Clean Table. Then I Spot The Girl Of My Dreams. She's Short, Brown Skin, And Hair That's Falls Just Below Her Shoulders. I Watch Her Walk To And Empty Table. She Dressed In Jeans And A Black T-Shirt With A Blue Jean Jacket. She Beautiful. I Stand Up && Adjust My Clothes That I Sleep In && Walk Over To Her.

Me: Umm.. Hi May I Sit??

She Looks Up At Me From Her Phone And Smiles The Most Beautifully Smile I've Ever Seen.

???: Yes Of Course.

Me: Great Thanks....Umm I'm Daniel Btw.

???: Oh That's A Nice Name. I'm Ayanna.

She Sticks Her Hand Out Signaling A Hand Shake. I Grab Her Hand And Shake It.

Me: So What Brings You To The Hospital??

Ayanna: Umm Well My Friend Just Had A Baby. So I Came To Show My Support. You??4

Me: My Little Sister Got Hit By A Drunk Diver And She Had To Rushed To The Hospital. But She's Fine Now So I Can To Get Her Some Jello To Bring Her Spirits Up.

Ayanna: Aww I'm Sorry To Here About That But I Gotta Get Going Maybe You Can Call Me Sometime. My Number Is (323) 319-6060.

I Take Her Number In My Phone. And Grab The Jello Off The Table. And Head Towards The Elevator.

Taylor's POV

9:00 a.m Tuesday February

When I Awake Daniel Isn't In The Room. My Mom Looks Up From Her Computer And Looks Back Down.

Me: Mom. Can We Talk????

Mom: So Now You Wanna Talk. After I Find Out Your Pregnant From Someone Else!!

Me: Mom I Was Going To Tell You Last Night. I Promise I Was.

Mom: How Long Have You Known???

Me: What??

Mom: You Heard Me Taylor. How Long Have You Known???

I Clear My Throat

Me: 7 Weeks

Mom: Really??? And You Were Just About To Tell Me Last Night. When Did You Tell Jordan??

Me: Last Night.

My Mom Shakes Her Head As If She Doesn't Believe Me. I Roll My Eyes In Annoyance. Grab My Phone Off The Table And Go Through My Phone. Text Tiffany And Ask Her If She Can Get My Work From My Teacher. I Look Up From My Phone And See Daniel Walking Through The Door.

Daniel: Awww Is My Little Sister Awake.

I Smile At His Baby Voice And Reply With A Light Nod.

Daniel: Well I Brought You Some Jello.

He Holds Up Giving It A Small Shake.

I Take The Jello From His Hand && Devour The Delicious, Red Substance.

Jordan's POV

I Wake Up To The Sound Of My Moms

Voice She Seems To Be Agitated So I Dont Let Her Know I'm Awake.

Jm=Jordan's Mom=Destiny

Jm: You Can't Even Come See Jordan While He's In The Hospital???? Walter Listen To Me, And You Better Listen Good!!! MY Son Nor Do I Need You Or Anything You Have. Matter Of Fact You Have Never Been There For Him So I Don't Know Why I Would Expect It From You

Now. With Me Being Fired From Work And I'm Trying To Take Care Of Your Son , I Just Thought You Would Have A Little Sympathy. Good Bye.

It Hurts My Heart To See My Mom Like This. I Wonder Why She Didn't Tell Me She Had Gotten Fired. I Could Get A Jon && Help Her Out. Then She Wouldn't Have To a Ask My Sorry Dad For A Thing. And When I Make It To The NBA Then He's Going To Wish That He Cared For Me, Cause I'm Going To Buy Her A House And She'll Never Ever Have To Lift Finger Again. I Slightly Look Over My Shoulder At My Mom. And She Has Tears Running Down Her Cheek And Her Head Propped On Her Hand. I Think I Hate My Dad.

FLASHBACK:

Walter: Destiny Get In Here

Destiny: What Walter???

Walter: How About a You Go And Get Undressed And We Can Take A Shower Together.

My Mother Slaps Him

Destiny: How Dare You Talk Like That In Front Of Jordan.

My Dad Grabs Her Wrists And Pushes Her. She Stumbles Back And Falls In The Wall.

Destiny: Your Drunk Walter.

Walter: Shut Up && Get TF Upstairs. When I Get Up There You Better Be Naked. Or I Swear To God I Will Kill You. You Will Please Me And I Will Not Hear Another Word From You. Do You Understand????

Me: Dad Stop Yelling At Her!! Your Scaring Her. Please!!!

He Turns Around And Hits Me Across My Face. My Face Turns Red From Anger.

Destiny: Jordan Go To Your Room Now. Momma's Okay Baby. Just Go To Your Room And Tun The Tv Up As Loud As It Will It Go. Mommy Loves You.

I Walk Up The Stairs And My Mom Follows Me.

The Rest Of The Night I Cover My Head To Block The Sounds And My Mom Cries.

Flashback Over.