it hurts huh?
when the person you love the most leaves you in the dust and you get cooked in the heat like toast. when you hope on facebook and instagram and all you see are relationship quotes. and ya heart is burning beating out ya chest cause you can't swallow what just happen. man i feel so fuckin close to death.
it hurts huh?
when ya mind can't think cause ya heart feels better but right now they can't communicate and everything is like stormy weather. when you so close to the end and the string breaks and all the beads just roll away. and your left with none. yeah heart is broken legs is shaking, brain finna explode and you can't explain it. word stuck in the throat, feelings dropped all over the floor and all you keep hearing it i can't do this no more!
it hurts huh?
it hurts huh?
it hurts.
when it's been 1,00 days and you've found 1,00 to live thru him but all of a sudden the energy just not connecting. when ya crying screaming kicking fighting hoping for a better tomorrow and all the time it just end up being filled with sorrow. filled with tears filled with the dreadful lie you've hears thru out the years.
it hurts huh?
when you start question ya self? what did i do wrong? am i ugly? am i stupid? was it cause of that time when he wanted that jacket and i couldn't get it? the time i turned my phone off to ignore you? the time i hit you and truly didn't mean to? the time i cried to somebody else cause i felt like i wasn't listened to?
it hurts huh?
when you thought you did everything right? but not shit just feels like you're being stabbed with a knife but you keep making yourself strive. strive cause you have hope that things will be better and this pain won't last forever.
it hurts huh?
it hurts huh?
it hurts.
when you're crying at night, and you can't sleep so you count the stars in the sky then your window. when you can't focus at school cause every time you see him water gets in ya eyes. when you're embarrassed cause you have nothing no one and nothing to connect yourself today. everybody tells you to look up to the sky but the sky is always blue too.
it hurts huh?
it hurts huh?
it hurts.
and i know it hurts.
