My Life

Chapter one - childhood

My life has always been complicated and very stressful because sometimes I have difficulties in understanding what people mean and I used to get continuously bullied until the age of 13 an I started school when I was 4 so that's about 9 years of bullying and it's finally stopped now that I'm 14 and my earliest memories form being bullied was from preschool and if you American then preschool is a British version of kindergarten and I used to get bullied day in and day out from the second my mum left me alone the bullying started from people being mean to me and yes they were saying things that as older people we think are ridiculous but as a young child words such as stupid and idiot are the child's swear words and they used to hurt me and when I went to complain to the teachers they just did nothing, I remember it so vividly and they said to me " that's nice now go and play with your friends " and that's even worse cause the only kids that were there were the kids that all bullied me so what friends am I going to play with if I haven't got any? But I just wish that I was taught how to stand up for myself when I was younger cause that might have helped me when I got problems later on in life when I was in first school ( no idea what that is in American schools ) but as much as I knew I already hated preschool because of the bullies and it wasn't until my last year of preschool that I thought that it couldn't get any worse, but it did because one kid joined and his name was Aaron and he used to punch me and slap me everyday and I went to the teachers to complain that he was hitting me and that and once again they told me to go and play with my friends even though I still didn't have any because everyone there still hated me. about two weeks went by and it was break time or recess for Americans and I was riding on one of those cool little peddle tractors and I loved that tractor and then came along Aaron who decided that I wasn't aloud the tractor anymore so he said to me, get off the tractor, it's mine now and I said to him because I had had enough of him, I dared to say no so he got annoyed at this and he kept shoving me and he even punched me in the back of the head and I told him to go away and that's when he tipped the tractor with me still on it and I fell to the floor and I fell down at such a force that Aaron knocked out one of my teeth and because of the force I came down at, Aaron had forced my adult tooth to be permanently marked and I have a yellow mark on my tooth where I fell of of that tractor and I remember it so clearly and that when I was on the floor, Aaron picked up the tractor and drove it over my foot and this time I screamed out in pain cause of my tooth as well and the teachers came out to see what was the matter with me and when I told them what had happened, they didn't believe what I had told them and thy put my tooth in a cup of milk and I refused to go back outside so they had to get my mum to come and get me and thy told her that I was being rude to the members of staff and that I should be punished and so my mum took me home and on the way back to the car I told my mum what ha really happened and she was the only adult that believed me so my mum took me back to the preschool and said to the teachers that I had told her what had really happened and they said that I was bullying Aaron and I wish that I was there now so I could give myself some confidence on how to get Aaron in trouble.

(Next chapter will be written on the 7/5/17 and this will be about year 1 and year two and this will consist of stories of yet more bullying and how I finally got two friends but one of them turned out to be a complete d*** and the other I got into lodes of fights with him and we hated eachother through year two and got into a fight nearly everyday and the worse bully that I had ever known in that school so check back on the 7th may 2017 for more about my life)