don't you hate it when you try having heart-to-heart with your bestfriend and try to hint that you're feeling down or want to talk and get things off your chest or just that they know you're in need of a comforting hug.
and after you stop talking they talk about another subject or even interupt you.
to me it makes me feel horrible and that i wish i tried to fit in with a better crowd and could gossip an laugh and have those talks about the new boy in town or the hot new cafe and drop by or chill at the beach with few cocktails and soak in the beautiful sun and smell the fresh air.
then as you slowly forget this wonderful image you are having and come back to reality and you look around and compare your surroundings to the previous image you had of this perfect life you want.
and you just take a deep breath and then let out a sigh and your friends don't notice your emotions still and you carry on thinking about a better image of how you wish your life was.
it just swirls around your head, all day everyday, and it's so frustrating because you may not have the money, support, right freinds, power, confidence or strength.
i could go on, tbh.
