Do you ever just wonder.
Wonder a different life.
Or maybe a life with out you in it.
I stand doing normal task.
Then I have a knife.
With my father ten feet from me watching tv.
My mother just walking in from work.
My sister gossiping with her friend.
All around me they move unaware of the girl with a knife pressed to her chest.
Do you ever think of it.
Knowing you'll never do it.
Never in a million years.
Next thing you know you have your fathers prescription pills in hand.
Cap open.
Pills out.
Right in the kitchen.
For your family to see
What will happen.
Pass out maybe?
Start to convulse?
Foam at the mouth?
Will you feel it?
Maybe.
