Scene 1: Anxiety

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I enter the Breaker Room, half dressed in pajamas and sadness. For the last hour, I have been crying my eyes out, all because of my failure to understand the things that happen in my life. Change, pain, disappointment. I could experience or cause all three of those. Tonight was nothing different.

You see, I saw way too into the future, expecting only negative things to come about instead of positive ones. Tonight was one of those nights. It was one of those nights that brought me here.

I shut the Breaker Room door and sighed, trying to hold back new tears that threatened to streak my face. It felt like my eyes were suddenly burning, causing me to wipe them with the back of my hand. How can I be so stupid?

"(Y/N)?"

My head shot up, looking at the door with worriment. The voice I recognized to be a "friend" of mine, Funtime Freddy, who I visited some times when I was upset. This was one of those times. I felt his hand in my shoulder and I flinched. He must of felt my tension and gave a soft pat on my shoulder.

"It's okay," he cooed softly.

I was restraining myself from turning and hugging him, refraining from crying into him like some baby. I did all the other times, however, so what made this any different?

I spun around, arms out and suddenly enveloping the bear's chrome belly. I was crying harder than ever, and my eyes were stinging with grief.

Funtime Freddy gave hushed whispers, which were meaningless. He held me close and patted my back gently, trying to calm my down before I reached the point of having an anxiety attack. "Shush...it's okay, it's okay...shh, I'm here, I'm here," he spoke softly, even with a psycho like voice, he was quiet nurturing.

"I don't know why I keep doing this," I told him through sputtered coughs and cries. "I don't understand why it happens."

Freddy only nodded and held me tighter. "It's just how things are st the moment," he said, which was abnormal line by now.

I could only shake my head, defying my actions. "I just want to be happy."

"You are happy, well, maybe not right now, but you can be and you will be. Just give it some time," he hushed, holding my head close to him. He leaned over and picked me up, making calm, hushed sounds in my ear. "Everything's going to be okay," he said softly.

I nodded, but I didn't believe him. I lost a lot of trust in believing someone was confident and true when they said things like that. Everything's going to be fine, like, not everything. It was negative talk, for sure, that would sting my kind and poison me with thoughts and expectations, good or worse. My attention was taken away when I felt out down. I looked up and realized F. Freddy was holding me on his lap and against his chest, rubbing my back slowly to relax my tense muscles.

"I know you don't believe me," he said softly, but he was without a look of anger or sadness. He just smiled a silly, yet, caring smile. "But it will be okay. Things happen," he told me.

I felt a large hug, and I didn't hesitate to hug him back. I continued to cry, but it was not as much. I knew how Freddy worked when I was upset like this. He was not pushy towards subjects but rather welcoming and very kept-to-himself. He offered comfort when I needed it. I needed it now. "Freddy..." I muttered, sniffling.

His ears twitches and he lifted my chin to look at him. "Yes?"

I couldn't help smile. "Thanks..."

He smiled softly, his eyes warming up as he gave a small chuckle. "You're welcome. I know life is hard right now, but you can do it. Just go a little longer. You'll make it," he said, hugging me tightly.

"And I'll be here every step of the way."

A/N: This is probably really nasty looking from the edits I need to do. I'll do it tomorrow. I have had a long night...

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