PLAGIARISM is a crime.
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A/N: English story po ito. Enjoy reading!
"I would never be a monster" I told myself as I walk down the plain and white boardwalk.
How does it feel to see your parents so proud of you? In a decade of living, I never felt their care for me.
They say, life is so fair. Maybe so-but unfortunately, my life is not like as same as they had. Because for me, everything is so unfair.
I never thought that I would be manipulated by my fvcking and dying sister. She's so weak and I don't want to wear my oh-so-fabulous-black-dress, cry and waste my precious days for moarning. I love my sister. But I just cant help but feel envy.
She got my parents attention and all her wishes was always granted. She's not just my sister, because she's my twin sister. We have the same face and no one knows about my parents having a twin daughter. They kept me behind the scenes. Im just a shadow of my poor manipulator sister. And that's what I hated. They never let me feel Im one of them.
One day, a guy hooked my attention-also my heart. And I never thought he does the same too. Then one day, I saw him with my little sister. My love thought I was her! And she took that advantage. I heard their conversation that day.
They had a relationship. And I was about to spill the beans but then, she's so desperate to make my life miserable. She cried infront of me-kneeling, begging to keep my mouth shut. And she used her fvking sickness and weakness to get what she wants.
Also told our parents about that they love each other and Im flirting with her boyfriend, and then she wins. And there's me, I gave what she wants. But that doesn't mean, I lose the battle. I was just starting. And soon, her talent of manipulating, will end soonest.
My heart was filled by anger and loneliness. My parents hated me, Im just a wind walking with them. My sister is so much happy to see me like this. And as her older sister, I can give all what she wants. Because I know, soonest, the smile plastered around her face will gone.
I was out of my mind now. I saved money to have a one month vacation with my lovely family. And then they we're so happy.
"Hey mom,dad! I saved money for a one month vacation. As you're oldest daughter (if I were). I want you to take a long rest." Then a lovely smile plastered around my face.
"Oh! Really? Atlast, you had sense in my family's house. Ok, honey, Hana!" my mom said. Yes, her family. And all this time I was not her family, until I gave them money ha? Ok.
"Is it ok for you Jana to stay alone in my house?" A forced concerned and sadness etched in her face. Im not fool to be fooled by your stupid acting, mother. And I would never gave you the satisfaction, unless I had first.
"Its ok for me. But isnt it happy if I would be with you three? Its nice to see your family relaxing" I wickedly smile.
"Hmp. Ok fine. Well, its your money. Not so bad"
"I never thought that I would be a monster" I said then sat on the edge of the boardwalk. I look down then saw my bloody dress and the sharp knife covered by my despicable family blood.
"I hope you had the best rest,rest in peace,my family"
I then jump and let myself get drowned in this peaceful river.
And this is how my family story ends.
"I would never been a monster without a reason" -Jana
"Depression is a serial killer"
