When I heard you were dead....
I could not even cry...
I was too Damn.. Shocked...
Guess i did not expect someone as strong as you...
To Just....
Leave....
Like that.....
Now if only I had some strength myself....
Bit of courage too...
Then Maybe...
Just maybe...
I could have shared some...
With you...
You know...
Sometimes I see you in the streets....
Or I think I see you...
They often look like you..
You should see their faces....
See all your faces everywhere....
Your strong back....
And in your funeral...
Your Mother...
Must have taken some massive willpower to walk up there..
And tell us about the man you were....
Your Father...
Said he could not even stand being at the funeral...
But he showed up anyway...
Looked older than your grandfather that day...
And your little bro...
Carrying
you
down
the
aisle
He did good... Even though he could not see...
If a man could drown in tears...
Make your mother sob...
A mother crying for her passed son...
That is not anything anyone should have to hear...
I don't get it...
I don't get it at all....
How your skinny brother did not buckle halfway down
That Aisle...
Never seen anyone that age...
Quite...
That...
Fast....
Wonder how it must have felt...
I dont think i have seen it rain so much...
Salty... Drops....
Don't worry.. ill tell him...
We will tell them....
Tell your little bro not to sink quite as deep...
Into the ground as you just yet....
We will take care of him...
We will try....
Its up to him....
Though if it were to happen to that lil' boy...
would think of the same way out you did...
THIS TIME....
We will get there in time....
So...
If its not much to ask, please...
Please...
Rest...
In...
Peace....
We got it covered.. we will take care of bro for you...
If he has got thoughts like yours....
He might as well do everything he dreamed of first....
Got nothing to lose...
And when he tries all those things....
Like you didn't....
He is going to realize...
That ..
Life...
Is...
Really..
Not...
That...
Bad....
One way or the other....
It really is...
Going to be okay..
