Chapter 1

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Jimin's P.O.V

Beep!! beep!! beep!!
I slamed my alarm clock and looked at the time, it was 7:00am and I remebered that today is my frist day in a new school... To be honest I didnt want to be in school at all but I had to, to top this off its the middle of the year so everyone already has there groups of friends.. Not that I ever had friends, everyone always left me or used me to get to someone els. I should probably get ready or I will be late. I got up and went to the closet bringing out a black shirt a black hoodie and black skinny jeans, I know what your thinking " whoa isnt that to much black" and the answer is no. Its not. While I was changing a saw my ugly scars.. That I have everywhere, and also my ugly body in the mirror... why do I have to be so skinny? why do I have to be so ugly and worthless? I felt warm tears running down my cheek as a quickly whiped them away and made my way down stares. I saw my mom in the kitchen making breakfast and waved at her "Morning mom" I said in a happy tone. She knows that I cut myself... She also knows i'm gay, and she doesnt care I love her so much and she diserved better then that stupid guy, Other known as my dad. He left me when I was 14 years old and he would abuse me and my mom... We found out he died because he was doing drugs and mest with the wrong people which got him shot, yes I was sad but.. He was so mean. My mom handed me a plate of eggs and toast, " here sweetie. I hope your first day goes well I love you! I have to go to work though so please dont be late!!" My mom had said in her usual happy voice. I smiled at her and started to eat my food, my mind wondered off and I started to think about how my first day will be or if I am able to actually make a friend.. when I turn around to see the clock it was 7:30. I didnt want to be late so I put the dish into the sink and started walking to the door, got my skate board, and made my way to school.















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Well that was the first chapter the second one is comming soon!! bye and see you next time!!

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