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love
lʌv/
noun
1. a strong feeling of affection.

Laurens pov

I'm getting married in 3 days. But, now 72 hours before what's supposed to be the happiest day of my life. I feel sick to the stomach.

I'm not nervous. Worried. Scared.

Instead I'm sat here questioning myself. Wondering if I've just wasted nearly 10 years of someone's life because I didn't know the definition of the word love.

Yes Jake's a good guy and I did love him at least I think I did. I fell in love with him the moment I laid eyes on him that Wednesday morning when it was pouring down with rain and I was 10p short for my coffee.

He smiled at me, the same cheeky smile he uses daily. He handed me a cup followed by a sheet of paper with 10 numbers on them who knew that them 10 simple little numbers would change my life.

We've been together for exactly 9 years and 9 months today and it has quite possibly been the greatest years of my life but I think I've fallen for someone else.

I don't know how and I don't know when. What I do know is that when I hold his hand I don't ever want to let go. I can't get his smile out of my mind or his adorable little laugh.

Id remind myself that I'm getting married every time I see him but id still imagine kissing him as he kisses her.

Her, that's the real problem here. Not only is he taken, he's in love. I can hear it in his voice, in the way he looks at her and just everything he does around her.

I'm marrying Jacob Blake but I'm in love with steven yeun.

A/N-
This is short and I'll probably rewrite it in a few hours but hey.