Carrying His Child

Chapter 1

Anastasia:

Why? Why? Why did I leave him? I cry every day and night for leaving my love. Christian was my everything, my love, and the man whom I would devote my entire life to. In less than a month, Christian has made me a crazy lover, how can someone just come into my life for a short period of time and could make me feel things that I've never felt before? I regret the day I left Christian after he beat me, why can't I just handle that tortue in exchange for Christian. Deep down I know that Christian needs that, I can't give him what he wants. Somehow I knew this would happen, I knew that Christian will get tired of me and I'll have to pack my bags and leave him.

I check the time and see that it's seven in the morning, great, I just overcame a sleepless night. I get up and go to the kitchen, the apartment feels very lonely, I miss kate. I make myself a strong coffee, even though I hate coffee, caffeine will make my day go by quickly. It is Sunday today, therefore, I don't have work. Tomorrow will be my first day working at Seattle International Publishing, I am very excited, at least work will keep me distracted from my loneliness crisis.

I go beside the picture window with my coffee, great, another rainy day in Seattle. Looks like I will have to stay inside today, just me and my TV. I wonder what Christian is upto, of course he would've woken up and went straight to his workout; his body, his muscles, his torso, his... stop Ana, stop it! You don't have him anymore!! My subconscious hisses at me but she is right, I can't have my Christian anymore. I quickly wipe my tears away and go to the kitchen, putting my cup down and go straight to the bathroom.

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After twenty minutes or so, I get out from the  shower, freshly scrubbed and dressed in my worn cotton dress, comfortable for indoors. I go back to the living room and turn on the LED television, flicking the channel to ABC, great, another hallmark romantic movie is on. I groan inwardly, why does this have to be so torturful, love is not for everybody Ana, love is only for those who live in their fantasies. As I am watching A Novel Romance, I am briefly reminded of Christian's grey eyes, how his seductive eyes would intensely stare at me all day long. The phone ring distract, I get up and pick up the home phone. The caller ID is of my mom, Carla, I pick up the phone and answer.

"Hi mom," I say

"Hi honey, how are you?" She asks, but something in her tone tells me that she has been distressed.

"I am good mom, how are you doing? How is Bob?" I ask.

"Bob is doing very well Ana. I hope that you've arrived back to Seattle safely on Friday,  I haven't really had any chance to call you earlier." Mom says.

"That's fine mom, yes I've arrived safely," Thanks to Christian's generosity of first class experience.

"Listen Ana, I need to tell you something important," mom says worriedly.

"What is it mom? Is everything okay?" I ask.

"After dropping you off to the airport on Friday, I went to go see Dr. Marly." Mom says and worry sweeps through me.

"What did the doctor said?" I ask.

"She said that I am suspected  to have mild breast cancer cells around my body." She finishes.

"What?!" I ask in disbelief, no!

"Yes Ana, the cancer is at the second stage already, it is spreading out faster, I may not be able to survive for a long time sweety." mos says in  a soft voice.

"M-mom!" I say while sobbing my tears.

"Oh Ana, don't cry, I won't go anywhere away from you honey. I will always be with you no matter what," mom tries to calm me.

"Mom, don't worry, I am not going to waste any more second in Seattle. I am coming." I say sternley and hang up. Yes Ana, you did the right thing, you must go to your mother when she needs you.

I immidiatley go to Kate's room and turn on her Macbook in her desk. I quickly book the flight ticks to Georgia and print them off. I go to my room and change into plain jeans and a long sleeved t-shirt. I pack my bags with important toiletries and clothes I'll need in Georgia. I lock the apartment door and head outside. I immediately get a cab to Sea Tec; as I am waiting in the cab, I look outside the windows.  This area is very close to that of Christian's apartment. I see the familiar surroundings of The Escala apartment building. I straighten up a little and fully open the car windows, hoping to see the love of my life. I close my eyes and take a deep breath of air coming in. For one last time, I open my eyes to look at my man's house and capture everything I can to save this memory.

A/N: A long update😉I know people. I hope that y'all like my story. I am going to need a lot of support  from you guys, please comment and give me your wonderful suggestions, and finally, vote if you like it. 

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