What if I was never born? Would Everything be the way it is now or would it stay the same? I just moved last summer to this new school and I'm not sure if I like it. I'm tired of the douche bag guys, but technically all guys are douche bags. This school just doesn't understand the real me, I mean I me but not what I was last year, I miss my old friends but I love my new friends too but you just wouldn't be able to get rid of the friends I had at my old school. This school there's more bullying, it doesn't matter what you look like, or what you wear, or who you are friends with there has always got to be those kids who sit there and talk about you for no reason, I mean come on can't we all just be nice to each other. I've always been taught don't listen to what other people think because the only thing that matters is what you think of yourself, but what I think of myself is just what everyone else thinks of me as..... Ugly, fat, retarded, brain dead, a loser. I know what you are thinking how can someone think so low of themselves, well here's the truth when people have put that in your head for so many years that now it's kinda like poison, it's hard to get rid of it.. It's hard to get rid of those thoughts. But I'm tired of people making fun and criticizing a person by their looks, you don't know what's going on in that person's life and you don't know what they go through everyday just to make it to tomorrow. Every body sees what's on the outside but yet not what's on the inside, what's inside is what counts the most. a girl may look like the happiest person alive but is also crying on the inside. And I will admit I have wanted to cry right in the middle of class because I always think that everything is my fault and what's wrong with me and what had I done to these people to make them make fun of me like this. I'm tired of guys thinking that the only girl they like are the ones who have the pretty face and the perfect body. I'm tired of guys thinking that girls are objects and aren't fragile. We have hearts guys we have feelings. When a girl tries to push you away please do not let her if you love her please tell her that you are not leaving her, because that's her way of saying I need you to tell me you care about me I need someone right in this moment. And to all guys if you are going to break up with a girl over text message or in person or whatever DO NOT say "I just don't want to hurt your feeling" you know how that makes us feel it makes us feel like we are way too fragile for you to say "I think we need to take a break " because bro you are doing it so wrong, you wanna date a girl get to know how a girl thinks and get to know who she is because you never know what you are going to get yourself into.
