The deep blue color made her want to cry. reaching out she stared at the light above her.she knew she could never go up there. it was too far, no one could accept her. what would become of her?
Suck into a sea of grief. its a bother to even open my eyes. and thus- i'll be endlessly falling, but won't anyone find me? the deep sea girl sinking ever still, shut away beyond darkness.
The ocean was so bright though. She didn't have to look at where she was. Smiling she spun her hair wrapping around into little twirls. It was so pretty. but so lonely. shaking her head she let go of the thought. "Lilly? Lilly wake the hell up!" who was that? she didn't care. But her eyes opened anyway, and in a instant she wasn't in the sea, she was in her room, her mother waking her up for school. groaning she got up feeling the cold hard floor under her feet.
Why was she even alive this early in the morning? going into the kitchen she glared at her mother who ignored her. her mother didn't want to have a child. neither did her father. thats why he left her. she sighed getting herself a cup of coffee. it was always like this. she remembered asking her mother when she was young where daddy was. her mom would say something along the lines of 'shut the hell up you don't understand!' The coffee was hot against her lips and her hair was a little rumbled from sleeping. after the silence between them she got ready for school. the thought of it made her want to throw up. she didn't wear anything special, just black ripped jeans and a black paremore tee. she felt a prickle of sadness, as she walked out of her house and on to the street.
she hated her life.
who could love waking up to a empty house? who loved being called a fag or emo at school? she wanted nothing to do with this world. maybe she should just die..... walking through her alleyway she turned around the corner to see blood.
Scarlet red blood.
her eyes widened and she gasped taking a step back. The smell was intoxicating and yet she was scared. Her heart beat faster as she took another step back. The lifeless body dropped as the guy stood up. he killed that person. His eyes were a sharp green that she couldn't describe and she found herself lost in them as the twently seconds of silence passed. then all of a sudden her mind snapped and she ran. his footsteps were close behind her, and a few tears fell down her cheeks. she didn't want to die like this! All she felt was a blow to her head. then she was enclosed in darkness once again.
she heard his words like a caress in the breeze. "please don't die on me."
