I woke up, looked at the clock, and jumped out of the bed.'Shoot! I'm going to be late!'I thought as I went to take a shower. I should probably explain to you who I am. My name si SkyTheKidRS. I'm a depressed, lonely, abused boy. I'm an anorexic loser. I have no friends at all. I've got cuts on my arm and wrist. My father is the cause for ti all. He was the one who blamed me for Moms death. I agree with him. My mother died in a car crash. She wouldn't have died if I didn't tell them my biggest secret.
~~~Flashback~~~
I was 13 years old. Today I was going to tell my parents and friends my biggest secret. That I was gay.
"Mom, Dad?"I asked nervously. "Yes Honey?"Mom replied. Dad just nodded, still looking at the road.
"I-I have to t-tel you-s-something."I replied, getting even more nervous than what I already was."What?"Mom asked, looking at me.
"I'm g-gay."I said, looking down. Suddenly,the car lurched forward."WHAT?!"
"I'm g-gay."I replied quietly
"I will Not have a gay fag for a son!"He yelled angrily."Honey,"Mom started"calm down. He is our son and we will love and support hi-"She was stopped witha a sudden lurch, but Dad wasn't the cause of it this time. We were hit while he wasn't looking.
Dad must have grabbed my arm, thinking it was Moms. When he found out that it was me, he threw me back and continued searching for mom. I went to the rubble and helped him find mom. Once we found her, it took me all my willpower to not not to scream and puke. She was all mangled up, bloody, and was hanging onto her life to say something."I love you, Sky and Robert."(Random name). With that, she closed her eyes and fell into a deep slumber, never to wake up.
~~~End of Flashback~~~
Ever since then, I started to become distant to people. I started to do what I do today, cut.. It's the only thing that keeps me from killing myself. I don't know why though. It must make me more relaxed or something. To tell you the truth, I don't even know why I'm still living. I get ready for school and crawl out the window so Dad doesn't beat me.
I have a feeling that today is gong to be a good day.
