You become addicted to the pain
To the blood
Admiring how beautiful it looks as it pours from your skin
To the cuts
Being able to look down and knowing it always be there to take away the pain
To the scars
Running your fingers over them and looking at them almost makes you proud and want more
To the pain
They hold an odd beauty to you and only you
That's why I never wanted you to become like me
I wanted you to save you from my addiction
I wanted to save you from suffering like I did.
I'm sorry.
