Lost and found - Ziam bromance (oneshot)

Zayn's P.O.V:

I don't like it at all. The way they talk to each other, the way they grab each other's shoulders, the way they touch, and even the way they whisper into each other's ears dirty jokes. Ziam was once real, it was once in demand. But now, Niam is. I know Niall and Liam only do this because the fans want them to, or something like that, I'm not even sure if this is real, I mean they look so good together.

I am jealous. I guess you could say that I am, but deep down inside, I think this feeling is more as a regretation than jealousy. I had missed the chance to get close to Liam and now, all I have now is memories.

Liam used to say to me everything, even his deepest secret. But at that time, I didn't seem to care. I thought that he was just trying to create bromance between us, and I just gave my best as lending him a sympathetic ear. But that when I realised he was leaving me, I had pushed him away because of my ignorance. And that was when I realised I might have fallen for him.

Liam's P.O.V:

Zayn's eyes are on me. I can notice every single movement of his from far away. I don't know how. Maybe because my heart and soul have never left him.

I used to think that Zayn was attractive and maybe I could create bond between us, so I talked to him everything. But Zayn was tough, he wasn't the kind that would be easy to get to know. I felt that he was not interested in making friend with me, and that hurt me very much. Spending time with him, I knew that he was not attractive, he was VERY attractive. Even though I was a guy, I couldn't help myself from having dirty thoughts about him. I don't know if this is legal, so I decided to stay away from Zayn. I guess the best way is to ask Niall for help. He had always been a helpful friend. I feel very comfortable when I'm with him.

"Liam what are you doing over there?" - Niall called me, pulled me out of my thought. I am having a lot of daydreaming these days.

"Yes, Nialler!" - I turned around and suddenly caught Zayn's eyes. I know this, I sense this, but I am too thoughtless to remember it.

Zayn and I looked at each other for a moment, speechless... and finally he looked down, confused. I don't get it, Zayn is definitely thinking something, and it was quite confusing. If my sense is trusty, he... like me, or want to have a word with me. But why wouldn't he just say so? Why didn't he just talk to me away from the first place?!

"Liam, can you come here for a sec?" - Niall shouts from the kitchen again. The boy is definitely wanting me to make him a sandwich or something.

I smile at Zayn, shake my head sarcastically, mumbled signified that Niall is waiting for me. "Niall!"

Then I walk past Zayn when suddenly I heard. "Can we talk Liam?"

Zayn's P.O.V:

I know exactly what is my feeling. I don't want to lie to myself anymore. I know I have to do this, even if it might ruin our relationship, or even ruin 1D's spirit. "It won't take you long." - I add as I see a concerned look on Liam's face.

"O-okay I guess!" - Liam smile at me. I am very glad that he pick me over Niall.I know I'm a jerk.

"So what is it?" - Liam speak up as he sat himself down. He patiently observes me as I struggle to find the right word. "Ya'know if it's too hard, I can talk to you later."

Liam is worried about Niall, I know it! He has never picked me over Niall, I should have known. I can't feel anything now but for the tears in the corner of my eyes. When did they begin to fill my eyes? I don't want Liam to see me like this. I am so weak.

But it is too late. He saw that. And he is frightened. "No Zayn what happened?" - He began to worry. And I am so ashamed. I don't deserve this.

"It's nothing. You should go back to Niall. He must be very hungry right now!" - Tears are streaming down my face. I can't hold back. I wipe them away, fake a smile at Liam. "You don't need to care about me Liam!"

Liam frown at the words I just said. Then he moves in closer to me, still frowning. My heart beats louder whenever I am near him. "I care about you Zayn, and I won't leave you. Tell me, what happened?"

I am happy like crazy. It is small, but it is Liam. I don't want to tell Liam, don't want to confuse him more, so I shake my head, refusing to spill a word. Liam understands me, he doesn't ask me anymore, he just sits there, holds my head and places it on his shoulders. It is so warm. I don't know how long we sit together, but I feel like I could fall asleep any time by now

"You know that I love you, right Zayn?" - Liam suddenly says, he must have thought I am sleeping. Then Liam puts me down lying on the couch. I am still fake-sleeping.

No don't leave! Liam walked out of the room. He opens the door and I roll over as if he had woke me up. Liam looks at me right away. He scares he might startle me. Man, I love that face.

"Oh you woke, I'm sorry." - Liam says as I rub my eyes.

I sit up. Damn I can't stop myself from smiling. I wave him to my direction. He does as he was told and doesn't seem to have a clue. "What is it?" Liam bent over.

I take my chance, hold him by the head and press my lips against his. Liam widens his eyes. But soon when I stop, he kisses me back, really passionate.

As far as I know, we are both stand, kissing each other, hardly know anything around us.

"Creak" The door opens and Niall walks in. His jaws drop as we pull away from each other.

He spells out "W-H-A-T  D-I-D  I  M-I-S-S?" - Niall is dumfounded, Liam is blushing his best (man, he is good with red) and THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!

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A/N: This is the best day of my life too. This is my first oneshot, my first Ziam completed story. Ahhh I'm so thrilled and happy!!! Hope you guys enjoy! Btw, should I write more oneshot