My Stupid Little Life

Chapter 12 : Love actually.

Micky's POV

At the park, walking toward the bridge with Astrid by my side and Timm and Alyssa behind us. I see the bridge. It looks so familiar yet I can't recognize it...

I remember now.

The date. The accident. The bridge. Timm.

Why hasn't he told me about our relationship yet?

Astrid was talking to me but I wasn't listening to her. I was staring at the two people who were clogging my mind. They always looked so happy. Why haven't I seen this before? Alyssa likes Timm.

Timm caught me staring at them and said "Remember anything?"

I started arguing with myself as to whether is should tell them or not. I decided not to and just lie to them. I loved Alyssa and I want her to have a chance to be with someone she liked. I always got what I want so I want to try my best so she would also get what she wants even if it meant sacrificing one of the many things or people I loved the most.

".....No..."

I regretted saying that one little word the moment I said it yet I felt happy at the same time.

For the rest of the day, we were just walking around, trying to help myself 'remember' until we decided to go home. I walked in, asking some more obvious questions just so he wouldn't get suspicious and scurried off to my room as soon as he asked if I was tired. I shut the door and locked it. I changed my clothes and went under my covers. I have gotten very tired throughout the day but I just couldn't sleep. So much things were stuck in my head. Alyssa liking Timm. Timm not telling me that we were in a relationship. Me lying.

What have I gotten myself into?

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I wake up the next morning. I look around. Timm is gone. I look out the window and see Timm, walking out with Alyssa. I feel like a stalker now. I go to the kitchen and find a note. I read the. It says that I would be alone today and that he'd be back by five.

A day all to myself won't be that bad.

I sit down and flick on the telly. I don't really get why though. I never watch television anymore. I normally used my computer. So, as I normally did whenever I turns on the telly, I immediately switched it off and got my computer. I opened Twitter, Facebook and Instagram. I checked my Facebook first. A few new friend requests from students from our batch. I then check Twitter. A few follow requests. I look through them and start accepting the ones from those whom I know until one catches my eye. The name was @BridgewayBitching. I check it out she only had a few followers and was only following a few as well. I check her tweets then I understand why her name was like that. She's bitching the whole school. She keeps talking bad about everyone.

Why 'she'? You ask? It's pretty obvious by the name, tweets and photos.

I seriously want to go to her and crush her for what she's doing. The earliest tweet was just last week. At least she hasn't started any earlier.

I'm gonna find this bitch and make her pay.

I shut my computer and check my watch. It's already 12:00. I decide to skip lunch partly because I was both lazy and not hungry at all. I go to Timm's room and lay down on his bed and a few seconds later, I fall asleep.

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I wake up to hear the door to the apartment open. I open a little crack between the door and the wall and give a little peek. It was Timm and Alyssa.

"Thanks for helping me today." Timm says.

"You too. It's kinda sad though. Micky will be having a problem."