the letter ill never send

Dear Skatan

      This is suppose to be a letter that you'll never read, hopefully, not a lot of people will.
  You were drunk when i first met you. Always so uplifting to those around you. Encouraging others to try new things. You were good at reading people. Knowings ones intentions, (if only i had listened more) but you are also no longer that person.
      You weren't perfect either. There was no privacy, there was no trust. But i loved you. My love burned bright until you were suddenly gone.
     A flame that once lit the way through this life has now burnt out and blackened out the world.
      It doesnt matter now because the reason im writing this, is to hopefully come to terms with what is, now. Im saddened by the loss but you were unable to see my worth within the time we had. 3 years. Wasted. Gone.
    So please take care and i hope she can make you as happy as i wish i could.

       I will always love you.