Worthless

On mine

Carly is a horrible person. Honestly.

After that period of time. I got another iMessage. I didn't bother looking at it. But I did.
It was from Jake. The hell? How is everyone getting my number. Shit.
The message said:
"I have a question"
I answered: "What the hell do you want"
"Why so mean?"
"Maybe of yourave me alone, i'll be nicer" I typed
"What have I done?" he asked
"Oh really? Saying you have a girlfriend, and kissing Carly. You know I had fucking feelings for you, the fuck?" I said
"No Kalyana, you got it wrong... I don't have a girlfriend... And Carly kissed me! I swear Kalyana I didn't mean to"
"You're no different, haven't you notice?"
"No please, let me ask my question" he said
"Fine, what the fuck do you want"
"Well, I was wondering if you word go out with me..." he asked.
"Why? So you can prove to Carly that your dating me and make her jealous so she can hate me even more? Hah! your funny!" I said
"It's not like that! I really like you!"
"More lies huh? Maybe if you start saying the fucking truth, you'll turn into a better person." I said
He said something else but I was too mad. So I didn't reply

Basically my mom forced me to go to school today. I felt like shit. I'll go tell Carly that we aren't dating.
I looked for her. Everywhere. The one time I want her around, she isn't... seriously? I walked past a bunch of people, running. Painful.
It was a matter of time to see that my back was slammed into the blue lockers With my back on the locks, it was pretty painful.
Just seconds later... feeling someone's lips on mine, just made my heartbeat jump faster. Just to mention that when I opened my eyes... I came across people starring... then to see Jake in my face.
Wait... Jake is kissing me? What?
I looked up to see that his left arm is above me head, and his right arm on the side.
Dream come true? Hell yeah. So you know, I kissed back.
I felt like we were making out. It felt so nice, just saying. It took a while untill I heard screaming, he head quickly turned around to see tht Carly... was watching.
I didn't care honestly, all I know is that we kissed. I bit my lower lip, and smiled. When he finally looked back at me. Oh god, his eyes were just perfect. And his smile, was ...beyond perfect. Just imagine your crush kissing you in front of the whole school. That'll be perfect, wouldn't it?
He took his right hand, and he slowly moved it closer to my hand. That's right. We held hands too.
I didn't care about the pain in my back anymore, I didn't care what Carly was saying.
We kissed.
And he kissed me again. So what now? "The hottest guy in school kissed the biggest loser in school?" Pretty much...
A matter of time when he put his lips...
On mine