Chapter:1
As I sit in my 9th period class bored as hell my mind drifts off to place in my life where I felt nothing but pain,and hurt deep down in the core of my heart, I trust no one because of that day.....my memories never faded.
I was at the age of 12,in my room keeping to myself as always, when I heard my mom and step dad arguing I didn't think anything bad about it because they argued pretty often and nothing happened, but my mind was very deceiving that night....."Jason I said no now leave me alone with your drunk ass" I heard my mom yell to him. He wanted to have sex with my mom but she wasn't having that. Jason was a drunk, low down dirty bastard , who was jobless. I heard a loud noise and I was frightened and I heard my mom cry as his fist crashed into her beautiful skin...... I'm assuming she got free some how and she came in my room and told me everything will be fine he hugged me tightly and kissed me on my check and forehead, and said "babygirl don't you ever let a man put his hands on you , you are my little princess and don't let no one tell you any different, I also loved your father, and I love your brother you guys are my word and remember these words that I will always love you baby girl". I cried in her arms while she hugged me and told her I love her too.....and that's when I lost everything.... Jason stormed in my room and pulled my mom back by her hair.......Shot her in her back twice and once in the head...... after he killed her he ran out, while I sat there a the scene of the mother I wanted to be like when I get older, my body was as still as stone ,blood as cold as ice, eyes filled with hate and remorse...,, I got down on the floor and healed her body in my arms quiet with tears running down my face, I didn't even notice that the police was here....... one of the came towards me and I said don't touch me...... he did as I told him, I got up looked one of the policemen in the eyes and said "I'm going to kill him when I see him and no one will stop me." After I said that I ran 2miles nonstop to my brothers house and banged on the door.....once it opened I fell right into his arms and cried and said more to my self....."She's gone....she's gone."
Lay'Lina are you okay I heard my teacher say.....I came out of my daze and noticed the whole class was looking at me. Ummmmm..... yhea I said in a raspy voice I'll be fine sor.......... right when I was getting ready to apologize for my thoughts some girl that I don't even know started talking shit.." she probably just wants attention....what are you a attention hoe?....or do you just want your mommy,well too bad baby girl she's probably sucking some dope dealers dick for some money...... Once she said that the whole class laughed.....little do they know she said the wrong choice of words!!.....
