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Warning:TRIGGERED!!!suicide attempt...suicide thoughts and lots of feels be wear...
Monty when...You (y/n) Atkins was lost...lost is the word that describe her...her twin brother jeff die in a car accident and her best friend Hannah baker commited suicide,she was your only true friend...your "friends" left you a side...you were alone...lost...your parents were to busy dealing with the grief of your brother's death to notice how worthless you felt...how lost and scared you felt...no one care...neither did you...
Today was the day that you didn't care about anything at all...you were alone...you think about how the world well move on if you left...how fast they were gonna forget you...you thought that everything was gonna be better if you leave this flithy world...this god damn horror show...there was too much pain...there was so much...and you couldn't handle it...
You walk out off history class that was your last class...you start walking to the door that exit that damn school...
Your heart start beating fast...you were anxious...you wanted to end it fast...but a voice stop you...
"Atkins!..."Montgomery Da La Cruz stop you...
"Oh hey monty..."you said a little annoyed,he had been bullying you since 3rd grade and you didn't know why...and you wanted to go...
"Hey...I just wanted to know if you were okay..."he said,you look at him surprise, it was unusual that he came to someone and ask them how they are and more if he bully them...but for him with you was different today it was...he had like you since 3rd grade...he had even start loving you...but he didn't admit it...so he start to push you away with nicknames and other mean things...
"I'm good..."you respond emotionless and shrug your shoulders like jeff did.
"Oh great..."he said"look if you..."you cut him...
"Why do you care huh?..."you ask so sudden that catch him out of guard..."why do you care now?..."
"What do you mean?..."asks confuse...
"You don't really care about me...you just act like you do...but you don't..."you fired at him..."after all this time of you bullying me me...you ask me now how I am?..."
"I..."he didn't know what to say...
"If I cry in public would you even care?...if I ask for help would you even care?...if I began to scream would you even care?...if I showed you the scars would you even care?...if I faded away infront of you would you even care?...if I took my last breath would you even care?...if I died today would you even care?..."your eyes were full with tears that you have hold for a long time now...he stay quiet with a sad look on his face...he felt how his chest was squeezed when he heard your cracked voice and teary eyes....thoses eyes that he has beging to love seeing every morning...
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Gif & imagines series/where's my love?
FanficThis book is going to be based on imagines and gif series of different characters... Series: 13 reasons why Teen wolf Riverdale Marvel Twilight And more and also take request... [Wanna know more? Then press READ..]