First Love

"Mo'nae! Girl get up you gonna be late for school!"

"Alright mom I heard you chill!"

I look at my alarm clock as it read 7:25.... "Oh shyt!" I jumped out the bed and ran straight to shower.

I'm in the shower with the radio blasting loyal by Chris Brown (that's my boo I swear we getting married.)

"These hoes ain't loyal!" I'm singing loud and

dancing when I hear my mom yell through the door, "What Sunday did we sing that in church Nae?"

I laugh as I turned the radio down and the shower off. Once I'm in my room I look in my closet for the sexiest thing to wear. Today was the day I would finally speak to Quan.....if I don't chicken out.

Now for those of you who don't know who Quan is, allow me to introduce him. Quan is about 6'1 with muscles that no one can explain. He's captain of the basketball team, quarterback for the football team. Did I mention he was light skinned with green eyes and curly hair? Whoaaa my weakness right there. Quan and I have known each other since middle school days, we actually grew up together I always looked to him as a brother. Until freshman year, I guess that's when his voice got deeper, he got taller, my hormones started raging. That boy is just to fine! We have always been really close friends and I'm not quite sure why it took me to my senior year to realize I want him, more than a friend. Maybe because I'm being selfish and don't want to see him with someone else. Or we go our separate ways after graduation.

I grabbed a pair of my true religion jeans that fit oh so nice in the right places. I scan through my shirts and pick out my cropped top that will show off my belly ring and my dermal piercings. That's one thing I like about my school South Bay High School, there was NO dress code what so ever. One chick came naked one time, she immediately got sent home for indecent exposure though.

"Nae, breakfast is down here when you ready for it I'm about to head out. I left some money on the entertainment center for pizza later. Bye honey love you!"

"Okay thanks mom." As I'm tying the laces on my bred 11s

My mom is my hero, my role model, my life line, my headache and so much more. She has been doing the mother and father part for me every since I was three.

My father didn't leave us well.....he did but be didn't. He's still in my life but he's currently in Iraq fighting for the country. I talk to him every now and then on the phone or via letter, but the last time I was actually in his arms was at my 5th grade graduation. So I don't really have recent memories of him.

I ran down the stairs, grabbed my car keys, and my breakfast and was out the door.

I drive a 2013 range rover all black, credits to my dad. He does what he can and want his little baby-girl happy, so I can't complain about him to much.

"Druunnnkk in loveeeee, we be all night!" I'm singing all loud, eyes closed as I pulled up next to Quan.

I'm so embarrassed and all he can do is laugh.

"Damn Nae, you did that!" Said Quan still laughing

"Shut up Quan!"

"I'm just playing girl" as he hugs me. Lord know he smelled to good and I don't want him to let go.

"You like nice or whatever, you stepping up?"

"Girl don't play me I always look fresh! You see all the ladies checking me out!"

I hated when he always talked about other girls around me.

"Yeah they probably like, what is this fool thinking walking up in here like that." I say jokingly knowing dog on well he has these chicks in here drooling, and coming clean out their panties for him.....literally. One girl slipped her panties in his locker with a note saying there's more where that came from.