Detached (A Ziam Fanfic)(BoyxBoy)

《Detached》

New story! I hope you like it!

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You left me...

No...I'm right here...

But you couldn't have left me...

I never did, Zayn...

I'm alone...

You'll never be alone...I'm here...

Why did you leave me...?

I'm standing right in front of you...just look...

You just abandoned me...and you took my heart, my worth...everything!

What are you talking about...I would never leave you...

You can't be gone...not like this...

Please...give me a sign...something...

Just open your eyes...I'm right with you...

I'll promise to love you, hold onto you, a-and...just never let go...

Babe...

I'd do it all for you...just come back to me...

{...}

I need your touch, your love...one last time...

Won't you give that to me if you are truly g-gone...?

I've tried to, but you never seem to notice...

I guess you won't comply...

Please... I'm trying! Can't you hear me?

I'm done wasting my tears...

I'm done with all the pain...

I'm fucking done with endless torment...

This dark, dense cloud of depression, anguish and just all around misery is now taking its toll and now it's daunting on me...

I've tried everything...

I'm slowly but surely, losing my fragile grip on reality...

You don't know how much I need you right now...

...though it doesn't feel like you are completely gone...

But this gaping hole inside me has yet to be refilled again...

So, guess what I bought today...

Please...No!

The man at the shop practically gave it me...like he could already tell what I was going through...

What a nice guy, huh...?

{...}

Holding on it only heightens my chances of being with you again...

So sleek and shiny...I can see how horribly broken I am through the reflection...

Zayn...Please...I am begging you, don't!

There's no other way do this than old fashioned way...

Put it down! Don't do this Zayn!

I AM HERE!

The barrel, I didn't know it would be this cold when pressed to my head...

I'm ready...

Only thing left to do is just cock it...and pull the trigger...

...and then I'll finally be with you forever...

NO! ZAYN! DON'T LEAVE THEM LIKE THIS!

See you on the other side babe...
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Well, I was in the Ziam mood so....

This is what I'll be starting soon!

Its gonna be a 10-12 chapter story but I have so many ideas for this one!

I am trying lay my ideas in black and white before I lose them because I can get very creative at times... :)

So I want your honest opinion on this and it's really up to y'all whether I continue or not...

Just know something right now, it will be saddening... :(

I'm just that cruel to make you cry...

Leave your thoughts in the comments!

BIEE!