Every thought spoken

Mia

The room was silent. All that was heard was the constant sound of the monitor. Shock swayed its way around the room. I couldn't hear the door swing open, or the rushing footsteps of the doctor. I could only see. See the dent the door had left in the wall, see as papers tumbled out of his hands and floated to the ground. The monitor sound wrapped its way around my neck, hanging me, suffocating me. I couldn't breathe. I didn't even realize I was screaming until the nurse came over and put her hand tightly over my mouth. I could see her speaking, see the words  as they floated in the air, before falling and crumpling on the floor. My focus was on the doctor. His panting, his words. "No... no no no. This can't be." His voice leaked with guilt and fear. I f my body hadn't been paralyzed with shock, I would have him by the throat. I felt hands hoist me up. I flailed my arms and legs until I hit something. I heard a soft groan. They still didn't drop me. How dare they? How dare they touch me? They think they have the authority. They have nothing. They strapped me down to a chair. I growled and screamed until a nurse came with a syringe and injected it into my arm. I could feel my muscles loosening, my strength slowly fading, and with it, so was I.