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I got up at early since my face was hurting like hell . I looked around the room which was a mess . This nigga Chance hooked me up was the definition of a freak . It was weird as fuck though , he's in my English class soooo yea .

I put my hair into a bun taking a deep sigh . Drug Money came on making me laugh since CJ was obsessed with this damn song . I sang along to it while cleaning up a bit .

After I finished that up , I hopped in the shower setting my face directly under the scortching hot water . It burned like hell but nothing I wasnt used to . I leaned against the shower wall eventually sinking down . I sat there indian style just taking in some things . I looked down at my thighs and saw my tattoos that said Beautiful Bitch ; May 15 on my left one right about my deep ass scar and 7.02.12 on my right which was the date of my aborted child . I smiled . I remember telling myself that I would never let anyone treat me the way Chance does but look at me ? Im being unfaithful to myself .

I remember coming home and trying to explain what happened to my parents but all they did was call me names and promised to put me out if I was pregnant .

There was a knock at the door as I got up and saw it was CJ .

"You busy ?"

"Nah , just cleaning up from last night ."

"Aye , told you nigga was sum else bae ."

I nodded and took a seat on the bed . There was total silence between us for a second till I turned to see him starring me down . I dont know why I found that so damn sexy .

"Im sorry Nic ."

"I-I forgive you ."

With that , he rushed over to me dropping down to his knees wrapping his arms around placimg his head on my chest . I kissed his forehead running my fingers through his nappy hair . Like an addiction i tell ya . . . .

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We were walking down the sidewalk as I snapped pictures of everything with me new Canon ST16 CJ got me .

"Look at me baby !" As he turned around , I quickly snapped a picture of him . "Damn , you look good ."

"Chill out Nic !" , he said laughing .

I showed it to him as he licked his lips obviously liking it . He had his serious face on and his eyes glistened along with his new nose peircing showing and slashed eyebrows rised .

"Take another one ... Please ?"

He stepped away posing . I captured it laughing . "You lightskins , so typical ."

He laughed walking back to me as I turned the screen to us takimg one .

"We cute ."

I laughed taking his face and kissing all over it . His phone rang as he kissed me back before answering it .

"Sup ? ... Now ? ... Ight , Im on my way ."

He turned to me as I rolled my eyes .

"I got to go make this cash but whem I get back , Im all yours ."

"Okay ." , I say looking down at my feet as they swang never touching the ground .

He kissed my forehead picking me up . I wrapped my legs around his waist biting his lip .

"I swear you act like we aint in public ." , I mumble against his lips .

"I dont give a damn ." , he said inbetween kisses .