Worthless

Under attack

---------2 years later---------

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Jake and I were together for I think about a year in a half. Maybe 2. And they've been the best! I've stop cutting, I haven't been bullied, I made friends. And I have a job. Even though I'm 15, I'm living in his apartment.

Ok yeah no, we haven't had sex, just don't think that.

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It's now my birthday! Now basically I'm the same age as Jake. 16.

Jake touched my hair, while we were sitting on the couch

"Happy Birtday" he yelled

"Ahh, fuck that was loud!" I said jumping alittle

"Haha, sorry. Oh I got presents for you" he said getting up

"Presents? For what?" I asked

"Stand up." he said waving his hand in an up and down motion

I stood up, and turned around. He told me to close my eyes. I did. Then he told me to sit down again, still having to keep my eyes shut. What was the point of getting up? I don't know.

So minutes later, my eyes are still shut. I smell something really good, honestly.

"Open your eyes now" he said smiling

I saw breakfast... looked so yummy, and on the side was a tiny box with a red bow on top. I wanted to save the box until later.

"Aww, Jake... thanks, I love you!" I said

"Love you too" he said while he leaned in to kiss me.

I ate the breakfast, and he took some too. Eggs and bacon, with Pancakes... and butter. You might think it sucks, but he started these from scratch.

When I was all finished with the breakfast, I looked at the box, then I look at Jake.

"What? Open it!!" he said

I laughed

"Why?" I said

"Oh so I bought something and you won't open it?" He questioned

"Will I like it?"

"I don't know, it's up to you" he said smiling

Fuck. His smile! Gahh!

I took the box and slowly opened it.

With the surprised look on my face, I came to see there was a necklace. Gold. Shiny. And it says "Jake" on it. Why Jake? I looked at him, to see he's wearing a necklace that said "Kalyana".

He said if I would of ever forgotten him, just look at the necklace to remember the memories we shared. Sweet. Cheesy. But sweet.

I went on sat on top of him.

My head touched his. Then we kissed again.

Then made out. Before you knew it, he was on top of me.

That night I woke up. Naked.

"Holy fuck, what happened???" I yelled freakish out.

"We uh- yeah" he said looking down

"DID YOU AT LEAST WEAR PROTECTION! HOLY SHIT WHERE ARE MY CLOTHES" I jumped up and ran to the living room. I hopped into my clothes and took a seat on the sofa, crying.

"Jake... why?" I asked

"It wasn't my fault"

"So it was my fault?!"

"Well yeah, you asked for it."

"WELL YOU FUCKING NO BETTER TO SAY NO! IM FUCKING 16 JAKE! 16!! TOO YOUNG TO HAVE A DAMN BABY" I screamed

"Babe, calm down." he said

"OH MY FREAKING GOD JAKE! IM NOT READY FOR A CHILD!" I yelled. still crying

"DON'T YOU REMEMBER I'M STILL IN SCHOOL? WITH FUCKING CARLY. I'M GOING TO BE CALLED A SLUT!" I screamed

"We were drunk" he said

Drunk? Did he put something in my breakfast?

"You put something in my breakfast???" I said

"No! I mean kind of," he stuttered

"Shit. I need fresh air" I said.

Now I'm going to be under attack.