This is my first book so please don't hate. And no I do not believe in self-harm anymore although I once did that and I will not condone it but i derived pleasure from it.
Please do not plagiarise my book. I am new, I never writ nor have any seen my work so you are lucky to be the first.
I will update weekly if not in two weeks, the book is long so brace yourselves because I'm not leaving!
The Cast
Stephen James : Kade Del Vecchio
Charlotte Crosby : Macy Collins
Danny Schwartz : Phoenix Meyer
Ashley Tisdale : Holly
Heath Ledger : Dimitri Jerald Del Vecchio
Barbara Palvin : Brooklyn
Franscico Lachowski : Christian
Goodluck
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Macy's POV
You know the times when everything around you seems to be taking a left and there is literally nothing you can do to stop it? Well that's what is happening.
My boyfriend of 2yrs just committed suicide because he was too depressed from his past history that he assured me was behind him but now with his parents divorcing, I guess the pressure got to him. Why though you had me.
He has always been known to self-harm, well at least me and his mother knew. I guess I brought back life to him and he managed to put it all the knives and razors down.
Well for a while.
Right now I am looking at myself in the mirror wondering how did I not notice he had relapsed? My god my favorite boyband Relapse Symphony. Was I that ignorant? What kind of girlfriend am I? The kind that let's his boyfriend die of course!! I do not deserve him
Well I did not because now I won't ever get to see him again
My thoughts are interrupted by a knock on the door. Apparently it has been going on for awhile, I just zoned out and heard nothing but my own thought, that's how quiet it was.
"Honey, its time"
Those words
Those two words were all it took to open back the flood I kept at bay with my eyelids, unfortunately not for long. My mother rushes to my side to give me a tight bear hug and whisper sweet nothing to me. It somehow seemed to prevent the panic attack I felt rising within me.
Deep slow breaths Macy, deep slow breaths
When I got out of my room to head over to the cemetery it seemed like time was moving slow, everything around me was all a blur. I found myself in a car looking out the window. The car ride was silent, not awkward and not comfortable. I swear I heard glimpse of conversations here and there but really I was not listening. My mind kept on reliving the times I had with my boyfriend his smile, his eyes, his scent. All of him that was now all too familiar, all that was now my second comfort zone.
The funeral went by too quickly and I couldn't wish for anything else. People were busy hugging me but I zoned out again after hugging Mrs Parker his mother.
Oh my. How am I going to survive without him now?
We had our lives planned out, everything
We knew we weren't made for each other but our relationship was based on trust and honesty. Now I have to go to New York alone
Without him
Oh sweet virgin what did I do to deserve this.
My self-made-one-true-love is gone
My other half
Rest in peace Jonathan Parker. You will always be everything I ever wished for.
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Author's Note
So Macy lost her boyfriend that she thought was her prince charming, but really didn't the Disney Princess Fiona think that Prince charming was on the one to rescue her.. But instead she got Shriek!!
Well its not the end of Macy. Til Next Time
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