chapter 21:
(deeks pov)
Kensi falls to the ground sobbing. "Are you sure you don't remember me, are you sure?" she kept on asking me. "How come he dons't remember me" kensi asked the nurse. "I'm sorry mam, but since he has been in coma for nearly 3 weeks he has lost most of his memory, he is at least lucky he can still talk and walk" she smiles trying to make Kensi feel better. "I'll be back soon Mr.Deeks" the nurse says. Kensi still on ground dons't stop crying. For a long while the only noise in the room are the sobs of Kensi until i ask her "So we're married" She stands up and bring a chair next to me and sits down. She takes my hand " Yes, we've been dating for about 1 year and a half, you propsed to me 6 months ago and we've been married for 2 months and...." she trails off and starts crying again, burrying her head in her hands. "and what?" i ask. It takes her a long time to calm down, but then she says "and im 4 months pregnant" she starts crying some more. "You dont remember anything" she asks. " No..im really sorry" i reply. "Im not even sure what my name is" I tell her. "You're name is Marty Deeks" she smiles but goes straight back to crying.
The nurse comes in moments later "Mam are you alright to talk" she asks Kensi. Kensi wipes her tears off. "Yes of course." "Alright..umm i over heard your conversation with Mr.Deeks, I heard you were pregnant, cograts but i was wondering if after the car accident you had checked if everything was alright with the baby, because i heard it was a pretty big chock" she says. Kensi says nothing for a moment and just stares into space. "No, no i didn't but i'd rather not check because if i have to loose two people today i just wont be able to deal with it" "Im sorry mam but we're in the obligation to check, please follow me" the nurse replies. Kensi gives me one last look, one more tear runs down her face and shes gone out of the door.
