Musing through memories,
Losing my grip in the grey.
Numbing the senses,
I feel you slipping away.
Fighting to hold on,
Clinging to just one more day
Love turns to ashes,
With all that I wish I could say.
It's been months since Gilbert was gone and you find it hard to move on. Gilbert was your boyfriend and best friend. You've known each other for so long.
3:24 am
Your clock reads. Sighing, you got out of bed and made yourself a cup of tea. Sitting on your sofa, you turned to your right and saw a picture of you and Gilbert. You can feel every memory drifting away; almost as if when time passes by, you forget details of your memories spent together with him.
'I don't want to forget you'
I'd die to be where you are.
I tried to be where you are.
~FLASH BACK~
".....I hereby announce....
that the Kingdom of Prussia...
.....is officially dissolved "
Tears fall down your face as you heard those. You run to Gilbert, not caring the other countries staring at you, and hugged him.
"Gilbert. No please! Please don't do this. He can't disappear. NO NO NO. Please don't. He can't. GILB-"
You can't speak clearly as you were already crying
"Shhh... l-liebe, d-don't cry pl-please. It's going to be o-okay" he choked on his own words. Tears threatening to fall.
" Liebe, don't cry. I hate seeing you cry. It hurts to see you cry"
You can feel him fading. Hugging him closer and crying louder, you looked at his ruby red eyes. "Gilbert... ich liebe dich. Please dont leave me"
By now, Gilbert was half faded, though you can still feel him lovingly embracing you.
"Ich liebe dich auch. Don't worry, I'm not leaving you. I will be here, by your side. I love you forever, my awesome princess"
Smiling teary eyed, he kissed you.
Feeling his soft lips on yours, you kissed him back.
"Goodbye Gilbert. I love you so much"
~END OF FLASH BACK~
Every night, I dream you're still here.
The ghost by my side, so perfectly clear.
When I awake, you'll disappear,
Back to the shadows
With all I hold dear.
With all I hold dear.
I dream you're still here.
I dream you're still here.
By now, you were already asleep, dreaming of him.
"Got you fraulein!" He hugged you as he found you. "Heeyy! It's unfair. This is the 5th time!" You pouted. Rain started pouring down on both of you, deciding to go back inside. "Do you want hot chocolate?" You asked him. "Ja. Danke y/n!" When you got both your drinks, you cuddled up in a blanket, finishing your drinks, you decided to lay down and cuddle for a bit. Gilbert hugged you and kissed you on top of your head. "Ich liebe dich y/n." "Ich liebe dich auch Gil" and you both fell asleep.
When I awake, you'll disappear,
Back to the shadows
With all I hold dear.
With all I hold dear.
I dream you're still here.
I dream you're still here.
Waking up from your sleep, you sat up and realized you fell asleep on the couch. Remembering your dream from last night, you looked beside you and hugged your knees to your chest.
"Gil... I miss you."
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