Wait (One Shot) | p.jm

Final.

I miss you

That’s only the words that can be described on how much I miss you. Even if saying it out loud makes me miss you more. Even seeing your photo makes me still miss you. Your eyes, your nose, your smiling lips always knocking my heart. Even your blushing cheeks. Makes my heads thinks of you. Everytime and everywhere.

Time is so cruel

Time limiting us to see each other. It’s even hard for us to see each other. You with your time and so I am. Makes me anxious and scared that you might disappears from my eyes. Makes me impatience to meet you. Makes me want to hold your hand and escaped to the other side of earth as we promised before. But time prevent us.

We do have the same dream about traveling around the world. We've been to Paris when we're 20. We're planning to go to Japan and China, but we've been busy with work. You're an interior designer and I'm a dance trainer. We only met in weekends if really both of us are free. Sometimes you've deadline to submit and I with the dancer even on the weekends or any replacement. So, we barely met.

Friends

Yes, we used to be friends. The best one. But, we don’t act like it. Our other friends said were just like a couple. Sometimes we hold hands,sometimes we hug each other and sometimes we complement each other. Which a friend not doing it. Friends don’t act like that and they are saying truth about it. Yeah, we realized it and none one of us denying it. One day, I pushed myself to confess to you but confessing using words are not my style, you know it. So I kissed you and you don’t even stopped me. So we're having the same feeling, huh? So it's make we are something special, right?

Like small piece of dust. That floats in the air. If the flying snow is me. I could reach you faster. I miss you

Even if I’m that dust I’ll never reach you. Maybe I’ll be drag to opposite way farthest by the wind. Which will makes me miss you more. Or maybe lose you. I don’t know.

You once nearly left me when we were 15. Your parents got divorced and I think you gonna follow your mom to her hometown. But you stay with your father despite you're more closer with your mom. I'm asking you why you stay but your answers sound like I'm-not-gonna-say-that-I-stay-because-of-you with blushing face.

You once got an accident when you're on your way home from work. Gladly it was just a motorcycle and you just got small bruises on your hands ang leg. You don't know how much I worried about you. You just said that you're fine with smile of yours. That's how much innocent you are, don't wanna makes people worried of you. Don't wanna people feels burden because of you.

How much more do I have to wait?
How many more nights do I have to stay up?
Until I can see you?
Until I can meet you?

Sometimes, my bad thoughts tell me that you've forgetting me, left me alone. But, I’ll always blocked it with our promised. Promise which we’ll be never forget or cheated or left each other. It might sound cliche but that’s possible if a human falls in love, right?

Now, you’ve changed. Or is it me?Or maybe we? And you left. We've got some misunderstanding. I thought  it'll ended but got worsened. Until one day I heard the words that I scared the most from you. "Let's stop here,  Jimin" that's the last words from you. That's also the last time I saw you.

There hasn't been a day that I have forgotten you. Keep remembering our promised. But, now I’ll erase you. I’ll not going to be hurt and resenting you. However, deep in my heart I still can’t let you go. I miss you. Like always.

If I wait a little longer. If I stay up a few nights. I’ll go see you. I’ll go pick you up.

"Should I wait for you?" it's my last words at the moments you left me before. You stopped walking, seems like you taken aback with that words. But you didn't say anything. Should I takes it as 'yes'? Can I really wait for you? And will you takes my hand when the time comes? If that's what you want I will. I'll wait for you, my love.

I miss you.

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Jimin stopped walking as he saw someone standing not far infront of him. Jimin slowly takes off his sunglass, not believing a figure that standing in front of him. No feelings showing from his face. He doesn't really know how he feels right now. His mouth felt like being glued from saying anything. His eyes being locked up toward the figure eyes. Those figure that he have been missing.

"You're still waiting, right?" said the figure of a woman with a sad smile on her face. She open her hands widely and said "I'm sorry".

Jimin ran towards her and hugged her tightly. He can feels his tears flowing through his eyes. So do the woman.

"I love you". She said as they apart from the hug left Jimin smiled.

"I love you too, honey". Jimin replied back. They hugged again.

‘So it's worth waiting, right?' he wispered in her ear ,left a smile on her.

THE END.

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Is it too cliche?  ●_●