Please Don't Go (Seventeen Fanfiction) [#Wattys2017]

Chapter 3: The Triangle

Woozi's POV 

 Honestly I just can't understand anything anymore. You love someone so much, but the sad fact of reality is that the person I love most will never love me like I love her. Sadly heart belongs to another. Her heart was taken by one of my best friends. I just wish she could love me in the way I love her. I know I can be good for her. I know that Hoshi loves you her too. But he will never be able to love her the way that I could. Hoshi treats her right, I just know that I could be there for her more than he can. I would be by her side as much or as little as she wanted. If she needed me, I would come running. I could be whatever she needs, but instead her heart belongs to Hoshi. Hoshi is my friend, but she was so close to being mine. I could see it in her eyes. She was falling for me, even if it was for a brief moment. Then Hoshi came along. Our love was so close to forming that I could feel it, but when Hoshi came she fell in love with him. Its not fair. I love her. Why can't she see that? Why do we have to be friends? Why can't she return my love? It so unfair. I still remember the day we met. It was a magical beginning. From the moment we met, she was my everything. I felt it and still do. My love for her is so powerful. Its not just some crush you can get over. I'll show you. I'll show all of you, she did love me. 

6 months ago February 20th, 2016 (Flashback)   

It was late at night, and we haven't been on this island long, so I figured I could go for a midnight stroll. I walked down the road and to the dock. When I did I caught a glimpse of long blond hair, floating in the wind. I also caught a glimpse of her pale skin, sitting in the moonlight as her feet hang above the water. So perfect. So magical. So beautiful. It was almost like I was in a dream that I didn't want to wake up from. It was a dream that was flawless. It was as if reality no longer existed. It was like everything I ever wanted was right in front of me. I slowly step toward her. When I finally reach her she turns to face me. When I caught a glimpse of her face I knew that my heart was no longer my own. It was hers. I knew that I wasn't worthy to be close to her, but here I am with her in front of me and she is so beautiful.

"Hello." She said with a smile. She had the most beautiful blue eyes I have ever seen. They were so memorizing that I couldn't speak. "Are you ok?" She asked and her face shifted. It shifted from happy to concerned. She was worried about me. It made me feel as if for the first time in my life I was truly alive.

"Y-Yes. I-I'm just....you.....you are so beautiful." I struggled to get my words out. I felt creepy for the way I was staring at her. She smiled at me.

"Well I don't think so but thank you anyway." She said as she tucked her long blond hair behind her ear. She was perfect.

"My names Lee Jihoon, but I got by Woozi. What's your name?" I asked patiently.

"Shawna King, but I go by Shay. You can call me what you like." She said as stuck out her hand for me to shake. It took me a moment to react to it and to snap back into reality. When I did I shook her hand gently. She smiled at me and I couldn't help but return the smile. In that moment everything was perfect. We slowly pulled our hands away, and then she turned her attention to the moon. All I could do was sit there quietly and admire her features. Her small hands lay in her lap and her beautiful pale face was looking at how the moon is projected onto the water. I honestly have never felt for home. The feeling she gave me was just right.

(Flashback Ends)

I know she had feelings for me. Her patients we amazing. Her calm pale face, her small pale hands, her long blond hair. She is and always will be pure perfection in my eyes. If she has a flaw, then I will add that flaw to her list of perfections. Her flaws make her real to me. That memory gives me hope, that one day she will love me. If she doesn't then I don't think that life will be worth living. I wrote her a song. I named it Simple because she is simple, but I love her anyway.

*Meanwhile with Hoshi*

  I was getting ready for my date tonight with Shay. I'm going to propose to her and I just don't know how. Later I'm going to ask the boys how I should do it. Maybe Woozi, he was there the night I met Shay. Maybe he could help. I feel like he would know her better as a friend. I remember the night I met Shay.

6 months ago February 20th, 2016 (Flashback)

Woozi had run off that night so I took it upon myself to find him and bring him back to the house. It took me 5 minutes to find him, but he was not all that I found. He was talking to this beautiful girl. She was wearing a long white nightgown, with her long blond hair, and her pale skin shining in the moonlight. She was truly breathtaking. I felt as if for a moment the world stopped turning. I began to step towards them, and when I walked up Woozi saw me first and looked irritated.

"What are you doing here?" He asked.

"I came looking for you. I noticed you weren't in bed. I figured that you went for a stroll and might what some company." I said and then turned my attention to her. "Hi. My name is Kwon Soon-young, but I go by Hoshi. What's your name lovely?" I asked as I crouched down beside her and she blushed and began to look at the dock.

"My names Shawna King, but I go by Shay." She said while looking at the dock. I rose my hand to her face and place my thumb and first finger on her chin. When I did I lifted her head to face me. Her blue eyes sparkled in a way that I have never seen eyes do.

"Can I see you again tomorrow. Maybe we could meet here at let's say 3:00?" I asked and she smiled as her cheeks turned a light pink color.

"Sounds great to me." She said and kissed my cheek. She then stood up and said goodbye to Woozi and I before she left.

(Flashback End)

I don't believe in love at first sight. But the night I met Shay, I knew she gave me a feeling I had never had before. I have never been in love, but little did I know that night I had met the love of my life. I need to go see Vernon through, after loosing the love of his life he's been an emotional wreak. I'm still angry with DK for putting Vernon in the asylum in the first place. I tried to tell him that Vernon needed to go to the hospital and get checked out, not to lock him away. No one agreed with it, but DK did it behind our backs. He even make it to where we can't get Vernon out. The people who can are him and Vernon. The sad part is that Vernon thinks he belongs there, even through what happened to Riley wasn't his fault he still blames himself. I'm afraid that he will try to kill himself. I worry about him. I am also worried about Woozi, for the past 6 months he has avoided me. I don't know why. Maybe if I tell him my plans for Shay, he will help me. All I know is I need to talk to him about whatever it is soon. We all have lost enough.

Hey guys! I'm trying to get through the first 13 chapter so I can introduce the characters, and their place in this story. So I'm sorry if there is a part of the story that you are eager to read at the moment, I must introduce all the characters before I get into the real story and what's happened to some characters. Thank you for your patience. Stay strong my beautiful readers, keep on dreaming. I love you all and I'll update ASAP! - Coolcat51