All these days seem to pass so fast, increasing my fear of getting old but let's not get bothersome. I've always preferred to possess possative influences in my life, wheather it be a love interest or a dear friend having someone to give a smile in a crushing situation can true impact a person's growth into a new life. People grow like flowers in spring but it has to be the right time and in the right state of mind. nights I lay and just pour my heart out knowing you listen and care and after we laugh and laughing lightens my heart. Even if I don't sleep when then sun rise is shown through the thin broken window I can smile and take a breath, knowing I'm breathing, I'm healthy, and you know what? I'm happy.