The Pain of Letting Go

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How can I ever let go, if you’re the only one I want to be with?

 

How can I ever let go, if you’re my only happiness?

 

How can I ever let go, if loving you was the best thing I ever did?

 

I had once fallen in love.

I had once felt the consequences of it.

 

This is the pain of letting go of someone you love, someone who had your heart, and someone who made you feel loved.

 

Was this the consequence of loving him? When all you ever did was to love unconditionally?

 

Was this what you call fate? When all you ever felt were pain and misery?

 

I never thought this would come this far. I never thought that this has an end.

 

 

Can we just go back to those times?

Those times when we feel free..

Those times when we first met..

Those times when we feel secured and protected by each other..

Those times when we can see nothing but happy memories..

Those times when we can smile brightly,,

Those times when we love each other endlessly..

 

 

How I wish I could turn back those times.

How I wish I could escape this sorrow.

 

 

What happened to the promises we made?

What happened to the memories we shared?

What happened to the feelings we had?

What happened to us?

 

 

I used to define love just as a WORD until someone came along and gave me the meaning of it.  

 

But the word PAIN was not the one I expected to feel.