Cutting.
Its kinda like an addiction.
Like a drug.
In that moment, it feels like what you are doing is right.
Like you have to do it.
Maybe a little later, you feel weird like you should not have done it.
In that moment nothing feels clear.
Your mind is overwhelmed with sadness, anger, fear.
You can't think straight.
But there is no pain.
It does not hurt.
Not until later on.
Then you feel empty.
You feel nothing.