Save me

Wow,here we go again.Eighth school in two years.Mum says I've really done it this time,But then again mum says alot of things.It wasn't my fault anyway.It was stupid kady jace's fault.I told her if she called me a Bitch again I would punch her,And,suprpise,suprise right? she called me a bitch so I stuck to my promise.I punched her.She was in shock for like 5 seconds and my punch caught up with her and she absolutley freaked out.She ran to the bathroom,crying hysterically,her snobby freinds following her.I just laughed.After that I think someone told on me.Next thing I know I'am being called to the principles office.As I walk out Kady gives me a smug look,the teacher just sighs and shaks her head and excuses me.

I head out into the hallway feeling quite happy with myself.I'm aiming to get myself expelled.

But I dont get why they are giving me so many chances.I have no idea what I want to to with my life.Everything is so preassurinsing,when I was younger all I had to worry about what hairstyle I was going to wear the next day,but I guess times change,alot.

And here we are today.I got my wish.I got expelled.Mum isn't even talking to me.She starts up the car and as we are going I see Mr silik my least favourite teacher.I stick my finger up at him and he looks disgusted and for a moment there looks like he would do it back but he decides not to and settles for a sour look instead.I blow a kiss to the school."so long whatleaf high,see you in hell"

Mum suddenly starts speaking:

"why,Kat why?"

That really pissed me off.She knows why.

"Oh,I don't know mum,maybe the fact that you have no time for me and don't even trying to start a conversation with me!  Oh,and I know ruined your important little date with mick.Everything is more important than me these days." I snarl back.

She blows a brown strand of hair out of her face,only her to her dismay it falls back again like it always does.

"Kat you know I try to make time for you,You push me away like you do to--

I cut her off by saying snappily

"Oh shut up mum your just as bad as me!"

She stays quiet and pulls over.

She pauses for a minute,Its creepily quiet on the streets.

"Get out now,Kat,I have had enough of this bullshit,you can walk home"

I wasn't expecting that.

"OUT!" she yells her face going red.

"Fine"

I grab my bag and slam the door.She speeds off,leaving a trail of smoke behind her.

I look around me,seeing the beach behind me.I grab my bag and run to the warm sand.

Its a warm summer day today.The faint sound of the waves crashing and the local childen playing at the skatepark a couple of metres away  from me.

I drop my bag on the sand and walk towards the water,the ocean breeze blowing my loose purple hair around.I put one foot in the water.

All of a sudden I can fell the tears welling up in my eyes.I feel like my life is shit and no-one loves me.

And,for once I think mum is right.