Reveries & Wonders

Do I sound like a coward now?

Do I sound like a coward now?
By: AnimeAddict04

I don't really know what to feel anymore,
The more I want to stop, the closer I get to you.
We are from different worlds.
We cannot be together no matter what I do.

Do I sound like a coward now?
Do I sound like I'm the one who gave pain to you?
Probably yes. I'm really tired.
And now, I've decided to love myself.

Can I just close my eyes and forget about you?
I don't like to think about anything else.
I want to forget. I "need" to forget.
I should save myself before I fall.

Do I sound like a coward now?
Do I sound like I'm a criminal who doesn't want to pay his sins?
Probably yes. I'm really tired.
And now, I've decided to love myself.

I want to let you go. I need to let you go.
This is the only way to free myself from you.
Now please, don't make it hard for me.
I'm tired and I know that it's the same with you.

Do I sound like a coward now?
Do I sound like I'm Judas and was about to betray Jesus?
Probably yes. I'm really tired.
And now, I've decided to love myself.

This is the only way to make myself happy again.
I hope you'll understand that I'm already tired.
Tired of making others happy even if I'm broke,
Tired of loving you even if you don't love me back.

Do I sound like a coward now?
Probably yes. I'm really tired.
I keep repeating the line that I'll save myself.
But in the end, I still saved you.