All about my everything. My everything consists of my world, the world and me. In my everything, I feel alone. When I look up in the clouds all I can see is my reflection. When I look in the mirror, it makes me long for a different destiny. I've experienced anything but extraordinary, unless you count going to the zoo for some of my birthdays. All of these small countless things make up my everything. In my everything there are many things yet to be discovered. Many people tell me i'm unique and I usually believe. Maybe it's the way my nose twitches whenever I blink or simply for my color changing eyes, maybe it's because of all my freckles, or even the advice I give, but all of these things make me, me. In my everything, I have what I call "Super Powers", it's a way of saying my own abilities. Now these aren't "Super Powers" like flying but something like touching my chin with my tongue, singing, communicating with people, even being like an animal whisper. Now I know the last one sounds weird but I just happen to get along with animals. My world together is how I celebrate my individuality. My world IS me. It longs to BE me. All of these things is the better parts of me. My freckles, weird twitching nose, my personality of rainbows, my super power, everything. My everthing is me, but where does it all start? At the begging of course....
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Let's take a trip back in time, back when I was younger, back before, "My Everything."
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Throughout my life time, I have gone through just about everything. I've gained, I've lost, I received and I gave. After all this, I still was not good enough in my eyes, I'd struggle to even get out of bed in the morning, fearing the kind of people that awaited me at my school. Still, I managed to use my super power called courage and I walked in the school with the brightest smile on my face that read," I am not afraid of you." This happened for many years, in the 6th grade some tragic things happened but that was when my everything really began. Everything I thought I loved, I thought I had. It quickly turned to ashes before I could even fix it. I struggled with depression, anxiety, and self harm. After that, I had lost me. I had lost myself entirely, didn't have anyone. I fell into a abyss of nothingness I never though I'd get out of. It felt like I was being chained down my satan himself. It was then a year later when I decided to unite those little pieces that had shattered so long ago and use my super power called, life. Slowly day after day of feeling nothing, I felt something. I saw the light shining in this abyss saying," The power is within you." With this, my nothing then became my everything. .
