Febuary 14, 2025
Dear mom,
I'm finally done with my travels! Mom you have no idea how fun it was to travel the whole world. Instead of staying in hotels and renting cars I used a house hop method and walked everywhere. You have no clue how much weight I've lost and how many beautiful sights I saw!!!! I ziplined in the rainforest, swam in the depths of Bora bora, and went backpacking in India! But I'm back home, at long last. Sunny, gorgeous california. How's the weather in Tennessee? It's beautiful here. I think the most beautiful place I visited was Europe. Speaking of my journeys, you'll be excited to hear this. I went on a date! I met a guy in Russia, his name was Nixon. He was traveling as I was, and he was all the way from Oklahoma. He gave me his number and we went out for ice cream. But... but I left him without paying my share. He leaned in to hold my hand and thats when I dashed. I'm just... scared. You know it's been hard for me since Dakota.... God I can't talk about this. I just haven't had the courage. My heart is too tattered and ripped apart from Dakota's ... I... I can't. I just can't and I won't. He was the only one who understood me and helped me understand who I truly was and what I was meant to do with my life. But if there was a way to bring Dakota back to me, I'd make it happen. You know that. Well... Science is advancing mom. I can bring him back! They just discovered a way to rejolt a brain. Only if it's not beyond 30 years old. Mom I can bring Dakota back. It'll happen, I promise. I'll finally be okay again. Maxi won't know. I'll tell her eventually but she has to be lead into it. Dakota will mean everything to her and I just know she's going to be so excited to finally meet him.
I love you so much mom.
Till next time, Rayne.
