sometimes in your life,.. you felt you just wanna run away,... cry as hard as you could,.. just let go of all the pains that in your heart,.. people will tell you,.. how perfect your life is,.. how lucky you are to have that certain life,... but how could you tell if your lucky enough to have that life, family or friends,... and then i wonder,.. what is important what you really feel or what other people will say about you.,..
some people may not understand why you act that way,.. or why your still searching for something,... life is not easy to make,... its so hard to handle,.. very hard to be happpy,...very hard to deal with,..
you wanted to do many things in your life,.. but still your always limited in a certain ways,.. how could you say you had a freedom when the truth you dont,... evrything has its own rules,.. rules to do the right thing and avoid the wrong once,...
some people say you decide, you had a choice to do what you wanted to do,.. but you have any right to choose?,.. i guess not,.. you dont,..
im not a perfect daughter,... i was over protected in way because i was the only child,. and my parents always tell me they are just doing whats best for meh,.. and i know,... believe me i understand,.. but sometimes,... the best thing is not necessarily can make you happy,...
only a person can tell what could make them happy,...
i hope everything could just be simple,..
