Untold Secrets

chapter one

"I'm dropping you off at Ava's." my protective older brother said as he enterd the kitchen.

"Why?"

"Because the boys are coming over and I don't want you around Lexi." Luke stated.

"Whatever I'll text Ava." I said. Ava was my best friend. We've been best friends since grade school. "She said she was out." I say. Luke rolls his eyes.

"Fine. I'll drive you to another friends house." I

"They probably all have plans." I lied. They weren't talking to me.

"And you don't? That's a first."

"I'm grounded you idiot!"

"Well that's your fault."

"No actually it's yours!" I yelled at Luke.

"How is it mine?"

"Because you told mum about Finn!"

"Well it's not my fault your a whore!" Luke yelled.

"You don't even know what happened!" I yelled. Tears started to fall from my eyes.

"You're fourteen there's no excuse for what you did!" Luke yelled at me.

"And you're not dad!"

"I'm the closest thing you have to a dad! Don't you get it? DAD'S DEAD!" Luke yelled. I ran to my room and slammed the door collapsing onto the ground. He didn't know what happened.

"Babe it'll feel good. I promise." He whispered into my ear.

"Finn. I'm fourteen." I told him.

"Babe it's been four months and you won't even give me a hand job."

"Sorry did you really think I was going to have sex with you after four months Finn?"

"Lex do you love me?"

"Yeah."

"And I love you. So why not?"

"I just I don't want to get hurt." I whispered.

"Don't worry." He whispered kissing me. The kiss deepened and I knew where this was going.

"Stop." I whispered but he didn't. "Finn stop!"

"It'll feel good. I promise." He whispered before pinning me down between his strong muscular hands. Tears flowed and I knew he wasn't going to stop.

...

"I told you it would feel good Lex." Finn said out of breathe.

"Yeah. I have to go Finn." I said running out of his room. I ran down the stairs to find Finn's older brother Rob and his friend Ashton playing video games. F*ck . Ashton was Luke's bestmate. I tried to sneak out quickly but I tripped and I saw Ash turn around. I ran out of the house and I knew I was crying. I felt disgusting.

"Lexi stop!" I hear Ashton yell. I ran faster but Ashton caught up to me. He grabbed my wrist pulling me toward him. My lip quivered as I was forced to talk to him.

"J...Just promise you won't say anything ok? I don't want everyone to know." I said looking at the ground. Ashton hugged me.

"I promise. I won't tell the school. But we have to go to the police or something."

"You heard?" I asked. Ashton nodded.

"Everything Lex. We have to tell someone ths isn't right."

"N...no you can't." Ashton sighed.

"We have to."

"Don't you f*cking dare Ashton Irwin. This is none of your buisness!" I yelled at him running away.

There was a knock at my door.

"Hey Lexi. Can I come in?" Luke whispered.

"No." I cried.

"Lexi please I'm sorry."

"Go away Luke." I sniffled. I heard him sigh as he walked away. I cleaned up my face and walked out of my room because I was starving.

"Hey Lex." I heard someone say. I turned around to find Ashton. "Can we talk?"

"Shouldn't you be practicing?"

"That can wait."

"No this talk can wait." I told him.

"Lex you can't just keep running from the situation."

"I can and I will."

"Lex if you don't tell Luke, I will." Ashton whispered.

"Tell me what?" Luke asked.

"Nothing. I'm going out."

"No you're not, you're grounded."

"Stop being my dad!" I yelled at him before I ran out of the house.