The hurt

I keep asking why?

Why Me?

Dear friends, family and people

Why me I ask. The newborn starts to a disaster,
the goals and the destiny is a complete disaster.
Oh, I beg you please spare my life for what it's worth, don't leave me to push from the guilt and hurt. I forgive you, but you weren't worthy of saying "I'm sorry".

You just deny deny deny, you're whole life is a denial upon a loved one you're suppose to love. You say your not "wrong and strong" yet you leave me in despair, why should you think I care when you were never there.

I pray for the guidance, but I never get an alliance. God forbid we see a diversion, "have respect for thy our own flesh". How can I ever do that! when you haven't called me mine yet. I can choose how I want to be, please let me be. The structure of the foundation has fallen, and I keep crying out "help me from falling!".

I gave my very best working really hard and crying for hours upon distress, but that was never good enough for you. I may be different and that's okay, we're all human and we don't think the same way. We have five fingers, you will see the hands are not even the ups and downs we look upon resemble the greatness we've done and our adversities that we haven't won.

"You're a nuisance, you're nothing! you'll never be someone, I regret giving you birth". My heart shrank with shedding tears, why don't you want me here. I may not be one hundred percent, but showing your love is worth every cent. Call me names!, kick me!, beat me all you want! I understand I'm not the one you want. My purpose of saving lives in the present and future is worth the fight to reunite.

I've already started my purpose in life. I may not be the smartest in your opion, but I believe I'm unique in my honest opinion. I cry everyday and pray with sorrow though my countless days to see the light of a brighter day. God loves me and will never let anyone betray me, he will only give me the best with obstacles to face through the phases of life's journey for showing I'm worthy of staying holy.

People wish they cared when they had the chance. What, if, but, doesn't exist when you're gone. Just admit the fact that you were wrong.

"Don't ever hesitate to stick up for someone"

Sincerely

Invisible