i woke up to the sun beating on my face.damn he fuck nice i thought i began to count the fleckles on his back.i got bored and stood up.then i remember mason
"shit"i got dress and began to leave the room when he grabed my hand.
"where you going"he saids
"home where else"
"you forget something"he put out a hundred and pass it me
"thanks"i walk out i dont know why but i felt bad.i did this so much times its didnt mean nothing to me but this rubbed me the wrong way.
i went to my weed man chris.i would buy it at the trap but we had history.We ran away from the foster home together i only was there a month and i knew i had to leave.so a bunch of us stole money.and left some of then died other i dont know.but me and chris move to the hood.chris is in the gang the roman killers dont ask how they made up that name.
"hey chris"
"hey shit what happen to your mouth" he saids checking it
i slap his hand away and tell him to dont worry about it and that i needed some weed he stole it to me and gave me something to roll it up and a lighter.i walk out and sat on the stairs
i roll it up and light it up.i took a deep breath and let it out.i wanted to say out as long as i can because i knew when i got home i was getting my ass beat.i took my last breath and blow it out my nose.i was chill as fuck now i walk to my house.as i was walking up the stairs i saw katy.she remained me of when i was before my family died.her mother left her days but days if the people in the other apartments didnt help she probably would have died.i actullay really like her she would me play with her sometimes.she made me want kids but i cant bring a kid in this world.i open the door and felt a slap to my face
"where the fuck were you"he said looking piss off
"i was i was you know where i was"i say
"wait are you high"
"no"i say he starts to choke me and ask where i was
"i was......just out "i manage to say
"so it true"he saids laughing
"what"i say he lets me down and i start couching
"that you been spearding your legs for ever nigga that can pay"
i dont say anything
"ANSWER ME!!"he screams at me
"how the fuck im post to make money i aint got no job"i say
"you know get out"
"wait what"
"i said get the fuck out"
"no please i dont got no where to go"i say tearing up
"go to them niggas houses you been fucking"
"please"
"i say get out"
"no please dont do this i love you"
"i love you too but i cant have no hoe that been with everybody in the hood"
he statrs to push me out i try to come back in but he grabs me by the legs and drags me out.slaming the door i stop crying banging on the door askinf for him to let me in.he should have know where he thinks i get my shit from.i relies he's not letting me in.i walk dont the stairs katy stop me and gives me a doll.i sit down and play with her.i wanted her i start detangling her hair it look like it has been done in years and she's only three.imma come back for her when i get some money i no her momma wouldnt care so i will.i left the building again i was back at being alone again.i put on my hoodie and left.
