L O S T Pt. 1/5

L O S T:Cody's narrative

*Beep!,Beep!* Those we're the annoying clock sounds I heard everytime I had to get my butt outta bed and into some dirty jeans that my Mom bought me last year, and those black bleached vans I really didn't like. You know you're day is gonna turn out fantastic when something small happens that makes you happy. Sorta like the butterfly effect but nothing big happens after, it's just something little you enjoyed for a short amount of time. So here we are, August/5/2004 around my high school years, we're the years that I learned that some people fit into big groups,om due to their massive ego or just their good grades and fake personality.

Since my mind set was that corny when I was young I had a bad and low self esteem. Now I wouldn't say I had bad bad grades, I was just struggling in certain classes and most of the time students or even freshmen made fun of me and no matter what I tried to do to block their harsh words it never worked. It felt like the more mistakes were done the worse the insults were getting, and August 5 was just the first day of school. Trust me when I say "I'm just getting started" now let me say that me telling you all of this is kinda difficult since as a outcast, we most likely just try to be alone or try hard to fit in atleast.
Yes I know if you have friends you're not an outcast, well somethings things don't really go like that, I usually hanged out with this one kid and his name was Max.

I really didn't know what was this dude's deal but he seemed so straight up and nice, we would always tell some random stories about each others life at lunch so that we could learn more about each other.
I remember the story of him getting pants some fat kid at a summer camp he was in and him getting revenge by telling everyone that he had type 2 diabetes. Most of his tales I guess you can call it, since stuff he toled were always just plain out funny and up beat. Those were one of the things I really loved about max was him being so kind to me and would just like always make me smile. I dont know what really got over me but he became like more than a best friend over time and during winter break was when we were keeping contact and when I started having feelings for Max.
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