Love don't live here anymore.
Everything was silent, you could easily here a penny drop in this room. I was squeezing my eyes closed so tight they were starting to hurt. I didn't want to open them I was fearing the worst who did I hit? I was crouched on the floor tears trying to escape my tightly closed eyes. I still had the gun in My hand, I didn't breath I held my breath so could hear any signs of life except my own.
I heard weak breathing, I counted to five slowly.1,2 I hope it ain't Tamika 3,4 what if I killed someone? 5.
I jumped up off the floor flinging my eyes open, looking around the room I saw Damien in the corner not moving in a pool of blood. He had his hand up to his throat and I could see another shot in his leg. I started to sob. I didn't see J.T anywhere, where the fuck he go. I saw Tamika lying on my bed, I rushed over to her.
I shook her Tamika wake up! Babygirl wake up I shook her roughly crying my eyes out. Praying she opened her eyes. Fuck! I ran to the bathroom and filled a jug with water,ran back Into my room and splashed the water over her face. Tamika instantly flew up from her position smacking me straight in the face.
the fuck Mika, that shit hurt! She's alive! I cried with relief while holding my hand to my face.
shit sorry I blacked out. I...is he dead? I nodded my head at her, I didn't know what to say.
He's gone Mika I shifted my foot, I'm sorry.
Don't be,he threatened your life. He got everything he deserved.where's J.T? She asked me with a little panic in her voice.
Ion know he must of ducked out.. This made me scared what if he snitched? I didn't know what to do. I was scared for me and Tamika. I don't want to go to jail for this shit..
What we going to do mika? I just killed someone I buried my head in my hands crying and shaking. I fucked up Again, nothing ever goes right. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I repeated myself over and over again rocking my body back and fourth. I was a mess, my emotional well being is more then fucked now. I don't want to go back there please, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. God please.
Tamika placed her hands on my head and stroked my hair. Shhh baby, it's ok. We will clean this up. Nothing gon happen to you I promise. Shhh baby girl.
She brought my head up to hers so she was eye level with me. Pull yourself together! I want you to pack everything valuable you have in this apartment, you hear me?
I nod my head, I got up off The floor wiping my tears I went into the bathroom and washed my face. I washed my hands over and over again. I didn't like the feeling if having blood on my hands. Doing the dirty on someone like that. I went back into my room and pulled out my purple suit case. I put all my clothes in there everything I could fit in. all my expensive jewelery went into my Ted Baker bag. I ignored the body in the corner, even though it was like it was staring at me watching my every move. Mika entered the room with her suitcases.
What we doing Tamika? We can't just leave him here.
we gon burn this shit down! I'll load the suitcases in your car. Find some petrol or anything alcoholic and a lighter.
Half an hour later.
I was driving away looking into my rear view mirror watching our apartment burn. Everything we saved up for, Gone. Everything we dreamed of, Gone. Our new life,Gone.
And still my girl sits in my car even when I make the worst possible mistake, Murder. I was prepared to kill in cold blood. But it was never meant to be Damien. Never him.
Where we going? I asked Mika.
To see an old friend.
I nodded my head while she gave me the address.
Tamika POV.
FUCK! Everything I built because of this bitch sat next to me. It was ME who worked for that place, ME who built our future and her ass go mess it up just like that. I am beyond fuming. The only reason I'm staying with this bitch now is because I made promises. But I swear when my time comes I will kill this bitch. She took my baby away from me, I was 4 Weeks pregnant and my baby have to grow up without a daddy. My life is fucked because of her! Fuck that Day 1 Bullshit! She still don't even know who I am up until this day she still don't know what I can do. Couple of years gaining her trust and I got her right where I want her. Shit she got some dirty past and that shit catching up on her. Her whole fucking life is a lie. She ain't shit without me.
