I've lost all of my time
I was chasing after you
I was trying to climb
Into your life and your heart too
You didn't want to start
You wanted me to go away
And you tore me apart
You just wanted to play
It wasn't a game to me
I was serious
If you could only see
That I wasn't delirious
It's you who I really love
You are all I want
You are far above
But this love will always taunt
Maybe it's that I'm different
Are you to good
I'm not very consistent
I've ruined my childhood
I loved you far too much
It is overwhelming
Now I'm cold to the touch
I ruined everything
If only you loved me back
Nothing would be lost
I wouldn't feel like I was under attack
I wouldn't have to pay the cost
Now...Everything except me is gone
That will have to change soon
The end has to be drawn
This time is opportune
This is now the end
I am ready to leave
This life needs not to extend
For this is what I believe
Goodbye to all
This is farewell
I'm am about to fall
Don't go and tell
No need for explaining
This is what has to be done
I'm not moving
Obviously I wasn't the one
I love you
I know you don't love me
Don't change your mind now too
I just wasn't meant to be
Goodbye my love
I'm leaving now
I'll watch you from above
Go on take a bow
It's not your fault
It's mine, I thought I was good enough
That has to come to a halt
I was lying, it was just a bluff
Now this is real
This is not a joke
My life, this rope will soon steal
I will soon choke
No more breathing
I am gone
Go ahead and start your singing
You will realize this at dawn
I no longer care about how you feel
I am now perfect
Finally I'm out of this whole ordeal
My life is correct
It's over
Why aren't you happy
That's all I wanted
I thought you would be clapping
I thought my death would be flaunted
I wanted you to be glad
Your not
Your sad
Why?! My love didn't haunt!
No... No... No!!
This isn't what I planned
This is what has happened though
I'm turning into sand
You are crying
Do you think it was your fault?
Please don't do that!!!!
It's not! It's not!
I'm on the mat
You don't need to be
You have a life to live
Don't come see me!!!!
You have more love to give
I'm fine
Trust me
Heaven is devine
This wasn't meant to be
I'm sorry to everyone
Now there has to be another funeral
From the parents for their son
This is brutal
Now your standing here with me
I'm happy to see you
We are finally free
And we are together too
I will smile and not fuss
I'm in perfection now
Nothing can bother us
Goodbye to my family
I'll see you all soon
Just know I'm living happily
Just look at the moon
Think... I'm not too far from there
I love you mother
Maybe it wasn't too clear
I love you brother
Don't you fear
I'm walking along side
Your not alone
I'll be your guide
The path will be shown
Love you dad
Love you sister
Don't be mad
Life will go by quicker
This poem is over now
I am gone don't worry
You can make it without
Just know I'm sorry
Goodbye
Love you all
It's not a lie
Stand tall
Hold your head up
I didn't mean that much
Don't backup
Live your life
You'll be fine without me
